Dangerously Broken

Needles

I woke up early with the urge to puke again. Getting up and wiping my eyes I went and puked in the toilet before stripping down naked and getting into the shower to wash away the yuck feeling.

I felt kind of drained the past few weeks and it was showing considerably. Most likely because I didn't know what was going on.

I washed myself and hoped out getting dressed into. A plain black pair of be sand panties and starred ta myself in the mirror again. I kept glancing down at my tummy with a feeling I couldn't quite understand. Like I should something but I can't put my finger on it.

I got dressed into some jeans, tight singlet and Henry's blue jumper. I love this jumper it made me feel safe and warm.

I put my make up on, socks and shoes then brushed through my hair and headed down stairs. I saw nobody was up yet Soni got myself a glass of water. I hated fasting, I couldn't eat or drink juice until after my blood test.

I looked at the time and saw it was 7:15am. I left the house, locking the door and walking to the place where I will be doing the blood test.

I got there at 7:45 and gave them my name and she took me in straight away. I took my jumper off, I looked down and saw my tummy sticking out slightly from the tight singlet I wore.

"Are you pregnant?" She asked getting the stuff prepped.

"I guess I'll find out with my results. I've been sick for 3 weeks puking every morning and mid afternoon, I'm always hungry and tired and get these random pains." I said. She nodded with a small smile. She turned to me with a cleaning swab to cleaning my inner elbow part when the needle goes and fastening the arm thing that squeezes.

"You know I was pregnant once, to a beautiful baby girl. I got those exact same symptoms you have now within my first month. It sounds like you might be pregnant." She said finding the vain she wanted and inserting the needle. I barley flinched.

I watched the little blood tubes fill up with my blood. It fascinated me to be honest, the blood.

"Okay all done. The results should be back in about a week." The nurse lady said, I nodded with a small "yep." And out my jumper back on.

"Thank you." I said going to leave. She smiled kindly to me.

"If you do end up being pregnant and I highly think you are from the tiny bump. Congratulations." She said. I nodded not knowing how to react.

"Thanks." I said then left.

I stopped at the local diner and got some breakfast and some apple juice. It was now 8:30am. After that I quickly made my way home as I usually started to puke around nowish again.

Getting home I was enveloped in a hug by Patrick. Giggling I hugged back then stood back smiling slightly at him.

"Where were you?" He asked kissing my forehead. I loved it when he did that.

"I was getting my blood test. I told you last night I had an early appointment. " I said going to the couch t read some more of my book. Because of the last few weeks I have been staying home quit a lot the boys come here to see me and check up on me.

***

Later on I helped with lunch and we all sat down together. All meaning Patrick, Mrs H, Henry, Victor and Belch. Mrs H and I had made beef and cheese sandwiches. We sat in the living room eating and telling stories and jokes.

I felt the sick feeling and got up and went to the up stairs bathroom and closed the door and locked it.

I puked in the toilet, sat against the wall for about 5 minutes then got up and rinsed my mouth out and took my top and jumper off. I stood on the side and held my tummy again staring at the tiny bump, I had to have been pregnant with this type of bump and symptoms.

I put my shirt and jumper back on and went back down stairs and sat next to Henry, resting my head in his shoulder.

He wrapped his arms around my shoulders holding me close to him. Everyone watched in amusement as I fell asleep on Henry.

***

I woke up cuddled up to a sleeping Henry on the couch. I watched as he breathed slowly and calmly. He was so gently while asleep. I then noticed a blanket had been placed upon us and I was half on him.

I sat up causing him to wake up also. He sat up next to me with a yawn and small stretch. I yawned and stood up walking to the kitchen where my phone was.

Checking the time I saw it was about 5:30 and Mrs H was making dinner. I smiled at her and sat down on one of the kitchen table chairs leaning back with my hand on my tummy rubbing absent-mindedly.

"How did you sleep dear?" Mrs H asked.

"Good actually seeing it was on the couch and Henry." I said. She nodded before calling out to everyone that dinner was ready. Turned out Henry was staying the night.

After dinner Henry and I cleaned up and did the dishes. After finishing the dishes we went up stairs I got in the shower to wash myself and into my blue p.j's.

After me it was Henry and then Patrick. Both the boys got into bed with me only wearing track suit pants. I wore my light blue short shorts and a tight dark blue singlet.

We watched movies. I laid on my back with my eyes closed and soon felt someone place their hand on my tummy making me open my eyes seeing it was Henry that had done it. He was staring at the tiny barley seen bump that was slowly forming.

He didn't say anything about it and soon enough we fell asleep.