Nobody is my name

Writing

Writing, just wao, what I needed. I am such an emotional person when it comes to love topics( even tho I am not good at them ), is something I am just passionate about. What it is love stories, poems, songs, movies, series, and everything related to it. I love writing, is such an amazing way to let someone know something, to just pour out the way you feel about something or someone.
Writing is life
Writing is feelings
Writing is thoughts
Writing is decisions
Writing is controlling yourself
Writing is pouring out love, hatred, sadness, joy, anxiety, depression, suffocation, loneliness, life...

Writing is the beat of a whole new story, personality, life, love, and feelings. You can feel, smell, and imagine, the wonders that can come from writing. Sometimes so difficult, but so easy. So many hard moments I just wanted to write myself out, but my brain just played the dumb and always lose my opportunity to shine through a piece of paper. So many lives that would get to read what the brain of another person is saying, what the person is yelling, what that person is crying for.

Oh! words just how beautiful you all are, just amazing. I am in love with words, but disgusted by them. Such a complex and difficult system, but what a beautiful, soft, and delicate touch of heaven she has. Mrs.Word what a beautiful being you are, you have brought so many feelings to me that I never thought I had, and could never brought by myself.

It's not about how the person, soul or brain is writing, is about what they feel. If I could just explain myself how I really feel. Let's try again! I just can't bring myself to write a proper thing, my feeling for writing, my desire for it, all I want to do is write without a stop, but somehow I can't bring myself to write something good.

They say that the only thing that doesn't let you be yourself in writing is interruption, and I can see the veracity of it over and over again. So many distractions, people, thoughts, feelings, but the thing is that I need those to write. It's like a cycle that never ends, you need them, but you dont need them.

One of the only ways I can see myself walking through my house, getting to my room, shutting the door, and putting some relaxing music, is to just write. It's just the perfect melody, synchronization to just let your soul free, and let your brain and body flow just like we were made to.

So many beautiful ways that you can choose to write, and people can only live to write horrible things that just ruins writing. Writing is a perfect balance of courage and peace, love and sadness, but that perfect balance is just broken into pieces when someone decides to use writing to kill somebody's emotions, heart,  thoughts, self-love, just because you want to be better or because that person did something to you, that's not the right decision, but society has made writing to go the way she doesn't want to go.

Writing isn't just for when you are in love, cause we have an inner part of our soul that belongs to writing and you are not just going to use it once just to get someone's attention. Writing is an every day workout that flows from the inner heart, as in music. They go hand in hand cause they both tell stories and and one part of music is writing, but so many attention to hearing and visuals and not to touch.Some hearts fall apart cause they never got the chance to have a paper and a pencil in wich they would pour all of it.

When writing is formed into poetry that is the beautiful part of Mrs.Word. Poetry is just beautiful, how the words make universes that are perfectly synchronized and with just one word those universe were never really meant to be. Some words of poetry just make rocks look like planets, and planets look like rocks. How does something so small make your whole world collapse and all happens because of Mrs. Word. What am I  going to do with you.

Oh! but we know that poetry isn't the only thing you have. When you bring punctuation marks, she is letting charisma out. When she uses the exclamation points, she is opening the doors to heaven, and when she uses interrogative question marks, she is opening the doors to hell. And when she doesn't use any of them, she is secretly in her most vulnerable moment, but look if she is good at this, that no one never notices.

She is the one that plays with the whole world in her hands.

The final touch of Mrs.Word is that she is the most difficult person to find. I can only come in touch with her at 2am. The talks we've had are just at another level of self-discovering who I am.

Writing is life and even more when you can live for her. So much more to her!So much more to me! So much more to discover! I am starting to get the hang of freedom.