YOU WILL REGRET REJECTING ME

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PATRICIAS POV

I tried not to cry but I couldn't hold my tears from falling, I was pregnant with his pup and he didn't want me so I really had to do it no matter what. If he didn't want me why would he want my pup, I could run away and they wouldn't even look for me since they didn't care right. So I grabbed a duffel bag and placed most of my clothing in it, including over $1 million that mom and dad had left me when they died, a key for a house in Washington DC left to me by my grandparents from my mother side when they died and nobody knew about it. I grabbed my laptop, my iPod and iPad putting them in the duffle bag once I was sure I had everything I would need i grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a letter to Allison.

Dear Allison,

You have been there with me in my good times and bad times, you have always showed me love when nobody else would and for that I would like to thank you. You and I were always like sisters and I don't know what I would do with out you when I needed you the most but I can't stay here anymore, I can't stay were I'm not wanted and treated like I am worthless. You see the day of our birthday I met my mate, I was up at the hill like always trying to have some me time and like always I cried and let my tears fall until no more came out. I then fell asleep and I felt someone lay down next to me, thinking it was you I didn't move away or anything for a few minutes and to be honest my nose was so stuffy that I couldn't smell who it was, when I turned around and saw who it was I stood up and got as far away as I could but then we talked and when he started to get closer I started to walk away. Step he took forwards a step I took backwards until he growled at me which I guess because of what I was doing, when he was close to me for the second time I was able to smell his scent and I starter to fell happy that I had found my mate. We started kissing and then we mated all night long only to for him to reject me the next morning then leaving me there like nothing ever happened between us, he was my first Allison and he didn't care I feel dirty and used and to be honest I feel like I can't live this miserable life anymore so I have to go, I don't know where I'm going but as soon as I'm settled I will call you please forgive me for leaving you without a proper goodbye but it has to be like this.

Love you always,

Paty

P.S.

Don't let what my brother did to me get between both of your happiness and tell him that I will always love him no matter what

I waited until I couldn't hear anybody in the house and left running  to my secret place, I sat down and looked at the birds and all the other creatures of the forest with their mates and babies which brought me to tears knowing that I would never have that, I walked to the edge of the cliff and looked down to see a fall of over two hundred feet. I walked even more closer to it and kept looking down, when I started to hear several people approaching me and by the time I could hear them getting really close I stepped back almost falling but the only thing that fell was my duffle bag with the stuff I had placed in it. When I heard a twig snap I turned to see Allison, my brother, Jack and him. When they all took a step forward I took one closer to the edge, I could see them moving their mouths but I couldn't hear what they were saying and then I heard a voice in my head that told me to jump off the cliff and that I would be okay but I needed to close my eyes so I closed my eyes, tilted my head back and opened my arm letting my self fall back while saying we are free.