1D & 5SOS SMUT

Cashton (Ashton & Calum)

A/N

This smut involves self-harming. So if you dont like it or you will get triggered by it, please do skip this, I really dont want anyone reading this and get negative thoughts .xx

Calum's POV

  I stormed into the room and shut the door. I slowly slide down the door, tears starting to form in my eyes. I couldnt believe Michael grinded on Luke. If he was drunk, i could have forgiven him, but he was sober.

  I started thinking negatively. Does he not have as much fun with me that he went to find Luke? Did he hate me? Am i not good enough for his liking? All these thoughts were running through my head like a bullet train.

  The boys didnt know I was cutting all these while. I always wore long sleeves for the first few days and then I use my concealer to cover my scars. I sighed. I didnt want to go back to that since i was almost 3 clean.

  I started thinking about Michael grinding on Luke before my very eyes. I started to cry harder. I stood up and open the door. I was going to walk out of the room to go out to clear my mindwhen I heard Michael moaning.

  I couldnt take it anymore. I ran to the bathroom and closed the door. I opened a plate in the wall which hid all my razor . I sighed as I started to move my sleeve up as I placed the cold metal on my wrist.

   I started to push down as I closed my eyes. I smiled as I start to focus on the pain instead of Michael. I pushed down again but deeper. I sucked in a deep breathe. I started to do another 3 cuts, making me smile,

I put my razor back into the hole and covered it. I pushed down my sleeve and walked out of the bathroon. I walked towards the living room to see Ashton there. I smiled and waved and he returned it.

  "Hey Calum how are y- why are your sleeves red?" Ashton asked, worried. I looked down, shocked, I didnt know I cut so deep. I need to think of an excuse.

  "I was painting my guitar red and I accidentally got some on my sleeve." I smiled but Ashton didnt seem to believe it. I walked back to my room to see Michael and Luke coming out of Michael's Room. I sighed and walked into my room.

  I locked the door and pulled up my sleeve. My eyes widened as I saw that my cuts were still bright red and not dried up yet. Usually it will dry up pretty quickly since I didnt cut that deep..

  Knock Knock.

  "Calum, Its me Ashton. Could you open the door please." Ashton said.. I pulled down my sleeve and opened the door. I opened the door and saw Ashton, smiling which made butterflies roam around my stomach.

  "Come in Ashton." I smiled and he walked into my room.. He sat on my bed and looked at me, worried.

  "What is happening to you Calum?" Ashton looked at me, worried.

  I sighed. " I-I caught Michael having s-sex with Luke.. and it h-hurt me physically and m-mentally..." Tears started streaming down my face.

  I looked at Ashton's face which showed anger. "How could he do that! He knows that you are very emotional. Why did he do it!?" He growled. I took his hand and sqeezed hit to make him calm down. His face softened at the touch.

  Ashton looked at my sleeve and started to pull it up. I was going to move but I knew i could trust him and I will understand. My cuts started to show up as Ashton's eyes widened and looked at me.

  "Why did you do this for Michael? You know you shouldnt be so stupid right? You know Im always here for you and you can tell your doubts to me. I will always be here for you Calum." Ashton whispered.

  I stared into Ashton's eyes and I started leaning foward until our lips touched. Our lips started moving in sync. He grabbed my face and pulled me closer, deepening the kiss. I tangled my fingers around his curly hair and tugged on them lightly.

  He kissed down my jaw and started to kiss around my neck. I moaned to show that he found my sweet spot. He sucked on it for awhile, not wanting to show any hickeys. He pulled off my shirt and pushed me on the bed.

  He started kissing my chest and worked his way to my nipple , leaving sloppy kisses. He took my nipple to his mouth, using his tongue to flick the nipple, making me moan. He did the same to my other nipple and worked his way down to my belt.

  He grabbed my belt and fiddled with it and took it off. I crossed my arms, thinking I was too underdressed as I was going to be in my boxer and he is fully dressed. I ripped his thin shirt into half and took them off and flipped us around.

  I wasted no time and undid the belt and took it off. I unbuttoned his pants and unzipped it. I pulled his pants down to see his tight boxers. I slipped my hand into his boxer and pulled him out, not bothering to take off his boxers.

  I spitted on my hand and rubbed it on his member. I started to take him into my mouth, going down until his tip hit the back of my throat as he moaned loudly. I didnt have any gag reflexes which helped me since Ashton was big.

  His hands were tangled in my hair as I bobbed my head up and down. I fiddled with his balls once in awhile. I pulled out and undid my jeans and pulled both my jeans and boxers down, making my erection spring up hitting my stomach.

  I grabbed some lube from the drawer and rubbed it around his member and my hole. I climbed up on him and positoned his member to my hole. I started to move down. Both of us moaned at the contact.

  I let myself adjust to his size for a minute and started to move up and down. I threw my head back and moaned loudly as I pumped myself while moving up and down.

  Ashton pulled out and flipped us around , making me on the botton. He positioned himself and started thrusting in hard making me moan loudly. He grabbed onto my hips and started thrusting harder making me bite my lips.

  He bent down and kissed my scars on my wrists and thighs. His thrust became slower but harder, signaling he was close. He pulled out and I kneeled on all fours as he pumped himself. After awhile he groaned loudly and came into my mouth.

  I pumped my self and came around my hand and chest. We stayed there for awhile as we panted. I smiled and looked at Ashton. The way his curls were going in all directions and the way his beads of sweat rolled down his forehead.

  I stood up and grabbed Ashton's hand. I opened the door to see if anyone was there and ran to the bathroom and closed the door. I saw the dry blood at the sink and frowned, reminding me of Michael.

  Ashton kissed me and smiled at me. "Dont think about him. He isnt worth it but I am." He flexed and I laughed at him and stepped into the shower and Ashton came behind me, hugging me.

  We showered and got out of the shower. We forgot to take clothes and the best place we could go is Ashton's room. I looked around before running to Ashton's room. Seconds after Ashton came into the room and we locked the door.

  He took out some shirts and pantd for the both of us. We changed and slipped into the bed and cuddled, watching some Netflix.I smiled as  I knew that I wont be doing anything stupid for a long time from now on..

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Hey guys!!! sorry for not updating. I was tired and I needed some days to watch Youtube all day. You know those days right. So i should bs updating more often so do stay tuned!!

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