Badboy's hired wife

Time won't heal

TWO POV for this chapter

Looking over the garden, where my parents love to plant flowers, it's been my every morning's view whenever i get up from my bed.

Those birds chirping, that i found too amusing. How the morning breeze envelopes my body, in which i love to feel. How amazing it is to be back here at your own comfort zone.

"Isabelle! Amanda is awake now." I heard my mom, shouting from down stairs. She's awake and i know it's time for feeding time.

I walk down, seeing my little bundle of joy was being carry by my mom. My parents show and give me support on raising Amanda.

Amanda? She is my five months old daughter. The fruit of my mistake, but i'm not regretting to have her. She's just one of those things, that keeps on reminding me of her dad.

My friends are still updating me about Vincent. They are still pushing me to do what is right, to forgive Vincent. But i don't want him to be involve in my life again, nor on my daughter's life.

After that "unexpected" thing, i went back home, here at our hometown. I got back, without anything, it's just me and my child. My parents accepted me whole heartedly, without any madness.

Days gone by, i'm still trying to heal that wound that Vincent caused me, but it's still not happening. Weeks passed, little by little surviving the whole pregnancy with myself. And months quickly approach by, i let myself enjoy the simple things around me.

And now, after a year of different emotions that my body experienced. Here i am, watching my little girl, making her moves to make my parents laugh.

"Look at your Mommy, Amanda, she's daydreaming again." That cut off my day dreaming. I look at my mom annoyingly, then walk across the room, to get my daughter.

The first time that i hold Amanda, it was like i'm holding a piece of something that was too important for me. Her first cry, her first smile, her first burp, those weird things that i didn't expect myself that i'll be enjoying to watch at.

"How was your sleep little one?" I softly murmur to Amanda, once i carry her in my arms.

She got Vincent's eyes, her skin and those nose, in which i am not happy because she's resembling her dad, that i really really hate most. It's just my lip and the color of my hair is what she got, but i'm still thankful that i gave birth to a one beautiful girl.

"I'm just going out, call me if you need anything." I just nod my head as mom said that.

I sit on the couch with Amanda on my arms. Watching this baby channel on the television. We're always watching those, because my mom said that it can help Amanda talk and appreciate colors around her.

"Do you know that everytime i look at you, i remember your dad?" I teasingly said, while making circles on her tummy. Amanda keeps on kicking but still giving me her best smile.

Out of the blue, an incoming tone coming from my laptop started to beep. I open it, seeing Mitch, video calling me. I quickly answer it after i adjusted the camera and the volume.

"Good Morning hun! Good Morning little Amanda Sky!" She greeted chirpily.

I didn't cut my communication with my friends. They know where i am, they know everything that happened on me. But i just ask them one thing, that not to tell Vincent anything about me and my child.

"Good Morning to you too Mrs. Hans, where is your dearest husband?" Mitch and Justin settled down just this year. They tie the knot, knowing that they love each other and has their daughter to stay together.