Blessings

Im done

I ran upstairs and went to my room. I just sat there and cried. Trey came and gave Viola to me. He pulled his gun out and started loading it. "Trey stop it." He looked at me but kept loading it. I laid Viola on the bed and grabbed his arm. "Please don't do nothing stupid, I need you." He kissed my forehead then left the room.

I quickly put Viola in her cradle then ran downstairs. I grabbed his arm before he opened the front door. "Let me handle this lil mama go back inside." he said pushing me back. "Trey stop you don't need to use that." I cried. "When he disrespect me and mine then I do."

I let him go and watched him walk outside. My ma and the girls was talking to Jay. I seen him pull out the gun and put it to his head. Jay boys pulled they guns out. "DADDY!" I yelled. My daddy came running from the basement. He looked at me then outside. He sighed and ran out there.

My daddy got between them and pushed Trey away. Jay got pulled back too. I wiped my tears when Trey rushed inside. I ran after him but he pushed me away.

"I'm trying to talk to you!" I yelled. "Man fuck it!" he yelled back. "I JUST HAD A FUCKING BABY ASSHOLE! STILL BLEEDING AND IM CHASING AFTER YOU!" I yelled. "GO BE WITH YO BABY THEN!" He yelled back.

I turned around with tears in my eyes and faced my ma. "He can leave now." I said. "Baby girl d-" "I GIVE UP MA I GIVE UP!" I cried. Ty and Sky both ran to me and hugged me. Trey brushed past us and grabbed his keys and just left.

2 months later
I haven't seen Trey or spoken to him. I know he went back to training. I'm just caring for my baby girl. She laid on my chest as she slept. I can't believe I created such a beautiful human being. I'm going to finally let Jay see her today. She's everything to me and I know how important a father is going to be for her.

My ma opened the door and Jay appeared behind her. My heart skipped a beat. He had flowers and a gift bag. "Imma let yall talk." she smiled then closed the door.

"Hey lil mama." he said biting on his lip. "Hi." He put the flowers on my nightstand and held his hands out. I slowly took her from my chest and handed her to him. He was smiling so hard. He kissed her cheek as she started to wake up.

I sat beside him as he stared into her eyes. "Damn she's beautiful." he said. "Just like you." I smiled at the comment. I still had a grudge towards him but for my daughter I have to do anything.

Hours later
We sat in silence as we listened to her breath in and out. She was sleep once again. He kissed my neck one time then pulled away. I put Viola in her cradle and literally got on top of him. I just needed some love. We kissed like it was our first time. I pulled away and unbuckled his pants. We had sex.

After he left I called the girls. "We had sex." I said. They both started yelling at me. "I needed some dick I couldn't take it anymore." "Like you couldn't ask Trey. I don't like him boo and you gon sit up here and fuck him after all the shit he put you through." Sky yelled.

"He use protection?" Ty asked. "No." I said lowering my voice. "See what I mean what if you get pregnant again?" Ty said. "Then I'll just be having another baby." "You stupid as fuck!" Ty said.

"How I'm stupid! Its just sex! Trey haven't even checked on me." I yelled into the phone. "Wow 2 months like you couldn't wait!" Ty yelled back. "GIRLS STOP IT!" Sky said. "Fuck you." I hung up the phone and started crying.

I hate arguing with my bestfriend is like arguing with your sister. I can't deal with this no more. I keep making mistakes here. I just need to get my own place and leave. I went onto my phone to see apartments for sale.

Next Morning
"You're not moving out Greensville." my ma said. "Ma I need to be on my on." She rolled her eyes and kept cleaning. "Ma I can't stay here forever." She stopped cleaning and started crying. "I know baby." I jumped up and hugged her. "Do what you have to do." she whispered. "Grandma lives near there." I said wiping her tears.