The Smile That Kills (Cryaotic x Reader)

CHAPTER 1

"Moving out to another place, huh..." I sighed, sitting on the edge of my bed as I look around my room.

The walls are (f/c), it was only painted newly a month ago and it looked just fine as I wanted to. There were some few posters and drawings too on it that are placed near my bed, which is on the left corner once you enter the room while on the opposite side is my study table. It has a nice view from the outside since the window is pretty big. Most of the time, I just sit on the floor with my laptop then gaze to the nice green scenery of our backyard. Though, I can't see anything right now, its pitch black since it's already night time.

I lay back on the center of my bed, arms outstretched and just staring on the ceiling. I'm going to miss everything here.

My Dad, actually my stepdad, just told us that he was finally promoted and he will be working in the other branch of the company since his boss ordered him to. I saw how happy his wife is while telling the good news at the very time he got home. Even Vivi, their little 5 year old daughter was jumping out of joy. Of course I'm happy too, who wouldn't be? But... I don't wanna leave this place, my hometown. I have made a lot of wonderful memories here especially with my real mom and dad. Oh I really missed them so much...

It's been three years since that tragic car accident happened; it was the same year when I first met their long time business partners, which were my new parents now. Even though I was 15 years old at that time, I was crying like a baby... Days after that incident, knowing I'm an only child and fond of playing with Vivi who was 2 years old back then, they decided to adopt me. They promised that they'll take good care of me and even told me that I can stay with them for as long as I want-

I snapped out from my train of thoughts when the door suddenly opened. A little brunette girl ran towards me and jumped on my bed, she started cuddling me, "Hiya, (y/n)!"

"Vivi, shouldn't you be sleeping now?"

"Yeah but I still don't want to~"

"Well... same here."

I heard her chuckle and I smiled softly at her. After that, we became silent, which is kinda unusual when Vivi's around since I always have a story to tell her. Those thoughts from back then start swarming my mind again; I just couldn't help thinking about it. Then Vivi came closer to my face, frowning, "(Y/n), is there something bugging you?"

"A-Ah it's nothing, I'm fine," I answered a bit faster but she doesn't seem bothered by it, "don't worry, I'm just kind of tired after packing up those things."

Vivi gazed to the direction I was pointing out. There were two luggages full of my clothes and a big box full of my random stuff that are next to the door so it's easier to bring it out tomorrow.

Yep. I still can't believe we're actually moving out the very next day AND while in the middle of school year!

Well, Dad told us not to worry about anything else since he said he already took care all of it: the new house, the new school I'll be transferring to... I guess he prepared for this a long time now and just waited for it to happen.

"Hmm'kay!" Vivi beamed, "So you're excited as much as I am then?"

There's no way I'll let that adorable smile fade because of what I've been thinking this whole time, so I hesitated. But I can try to move on. Maybe this is the right time to let go of those things and get better. It's just what they say, if you can't let go of the past, how can you move forward towards the future? Sounds cheesy, but we're living in a reality so it makes sense. Although, I really hope I can do this...

Pinching lightly her chubby cheeks, I nodded, "Uh-huh! New surroundings mean new friends, it will be fun!"

I lied. Not entirely, though. I just suck at making new friends, but I'll try my best!

Afterwards, we both heard a stern, deep voice outside of my room, calling Vivi's name then someone finally showed up by the door, "There you are. Come on now, time to sleep."

"But Daddy, I'm not yet sleepy~" after those words escaped her mouth, a soft yawn followed. I chuckled on how cute she looked. I love how having this little angel always makes me feel better, just her being around me.

"Are you sure?" I teased in a rhythmic way, "It's even past your bedtime now."

"Your sister's right." he concurred, I saw Vivi frowned while rubbing her eyes with her little hands. Dad picked her up from my bed then brought her down to let her walk on her own. Reaching by the door, he stopped there for a second then turned to me, "You should take a rest now too, (y/n). Tomorrow is going to be a long trip; Florida is quite far from here."

I simply nodded, then the little brunette suddenly spoke softly, "Goodnight, (y/n)."

"Goodnight." I smiled and waved to her just before Dad firmly closed the door.

Then again... who says I'm going to bed right now? It's only ten in the evening and I'm really not sleepy yet. Talk about being stubborn when Dad already mentioned a while ago that tomorrow will be a long ride and I'm sure we have to leave early but still, I just couldn't wait. I have some time to watch some playthroughs of my favorite YouTuber.

Cryaotic.

Or Cry, for short.

I hurriedly but carefully turned off the lights; I don't wanna make some noise especially since my parents bedroom is only next to mine. And then I made myself comfortable back to my bed with my laptop ready and headphones on.

As I opened my browser, I went directly to his channel and saw something unusual, "Woah, 3 new videos?!"

Unconsciously, I voiced that out. I swiftly clamped my mouth shut with my hand and stayed still for a while; waiting for a possible sound of footsteps approaching, or maybe a sudden knock from out of nowhere, I don't know...

Silence.

'Phew.' I sighed in relief and so, I continued watching.

To be honest, I was surprised and delighted at the same time that I couldn't hide my excitement awhile ago since he doesn't actually upload that many in a day. I'm not complaining of course, in fact I really love watching his playthroughs and I even listen to his Cry Reads. His voice, his sense of humor and especially his laughter always makes my day.

I'd be so cool to meet him personally someday, but I doubt it. He doesn't show his face to anyone and keeps his personal life a secret. We, fans, only visualize him as a guy with a mask on. So, how am I supposed to know if the real Cry is already standing in front of me? By his voice? But it can be possible that someone out there somewhat sounds like him. It'd be so creepy to ask 'Are you Cry?' to every person I think it was him, it'd be so embarrassing if I was wrong every time. And... what if it's Cry and when I asked about it, he would suddenly change his voice without me realizing it. Therefore, no one would really know that he IS Cry. Oh my head hurts...

I stretched out my arms and glanced to the clock. To my surprise, I quickly turned off my laptop and just placed it and the headphones on the bed beside me, 'How come its already 2 fucking AM?!'

Pulling up my blankets, I lied down and slowly closed my eyes. His well-known figure is the first thing that came into my mind. I smiled, 'I hope I can dream of him tonight.'

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A/N (12/07/14): Hey guys! Whaddya'll think? This is my first 1st person POV I've ever made, I dunno if it's really written like that so yeah I think it's a fail XD Although, I'll take it as a challenge haha :D

As always, reviews/comments/votes are much appreciated! Thanks for reading~ ^_^