I've been waiting for Kelsey for the about 5 hours. I put Eloise down to sleep and have been waiting in the living room since. I hear the front door open and loud clacking of heels. Kelsey walks into the room and looks surprised. "Oouu what do have here, why are you up?" She asks and she sort of slurs her words. "Ive been waiting for you, where have you been?" She takes her heels off and heads to kitchen. "I was at Kylies and then we went out" I follow her to the kitchen where she pours herself a glass of wine. "God i missed this, 9 fuckimg months without alcohol or party or fun ughh" I give her a pathetic smirk and take a deep breath. "Kelsey I'm leaving, with Eloise Anne." Her expression suddenly becomes numb and worried. "What! You're leaving me? You can't leave, I'm the mother of child." She says with a huge smirk across her face. "No kelsey, you gave birth to my child but you're no mother to her." I yell but still keeping in mind Eloise is upstairs sleeping.
Kelsey is becoming more furious. The anger and alcohol mixed inside of her is showing, I head upstairs and start packing a bag. I hear hard footsteps coming from the hallway with sudden little stops from not being able to walk straight. "Listen I'm leaving tonight. I'm taking Eloise with me, we're staying at a friends house. I'll come by tomorrow morning and we'll have a normal talk but I can't stay here right now, not with you like this." I say as I zip up my bag.
"Fine, just leave like you always do Bradley" she says as she lays down on our bed. "Excuse me?" i ask her and her posture changes as she realizes my anger was slowly rising. " You left me, lets not forget that. You didn't listen to me, you didn't trust me, you just blocked me out of you life like I was a fucking Instagram follower. Then a year later, which by the way was one of the worst years of my life you just decided to drop back. We have unprotected make up sex because you're supposedly "on the pill". At first when you told me you were pregnant I was mad, you knew you weren't on the pill and you knew I would stay. But in the end I'm happy because I'm ready to be a father, and i'm gonna be the best at it. But i'm not gonna let you ruin my life or Eloise Anne's." I say as my voice cracks and tears roll down my face.
I shut the door behind me and go to Eloises room. I pack her bag and take her from her bed. I walk downstairs and strap Eloise into the car. I throw the bags into the trunk and sit in the car. I start the car and just sit there for a second. Thinking about everything that's happened in the past two years. I take a look at the rear view mirror and see Eloise looking at me with her big beautiful brown eyes. I chuckle and wipe the tears from my eyes. I take a deep breath and roll out of the garage, I take another look at Eloise and say "shhhh its okay baby, go back to sleep" knowing she'll fall asleep in the car.
I rolled the window down a bit so the fresh air would hit my face but not bother the baby. The 50 minute drive which normally I would say took forever was great time to think. Think about the boys, music, tour, Kelsey, my family and well selena. I pull into the driveway and turn the car off. I get out and get the bags from the trunk. I grab Eloises baby seat and head to the door. With my free hand I ring the doorbell hoping for an answer. After a minute I can hear locks turning and my heart starts to race, but quickly slows down when she opens the door. Her tired eyes and messy hair suit her. She smiles at me but with a confused look, she look down at my hand and notice Eloise. Her eyes widen and quickly gestures for me to go in. "Brad what happened?" She asks with a raspy voice. "I didn't know where to go, I left kelsey. She came home drunk and tried to make me seem like I was the fuck up. I'm sorry" I pathetically say as I can't even bring myself to look her in the eye. She gives me a hug and my tight body instantly loosens, I wrap my hands around her waist and bring her in as close as possible. "You don't have to say sorry, you are always welcome here, I mean we are co-parenting aren't we?" Selena says as I can feel her smile into my neck.
"Now come lets get you and the baby to bed" she takes my hand shows me to the guest bedroom. She gives Eloise a kiss on the forehead and tells her goodnight. Before leaving the room she stops at the door and turns to face me "goodnight B" she then closes the door and walks away. I smile to myself and go to bed.
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