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not entirely at fault

you told me in the beginning
you didn't feel right
cocking a loaded gun
at me

at least one of us saw sense

but I said whatever I had to
to convince you to anyway,
anything I needed to
to spend another night with you

so willing,
convincing
you to
take advantage of me

as much as I blame you for the pain
of the gsw
it was me who put me in your bullet's way

that's why you can shrug me off now
without a backwards glance
you're blameless to your crime
the fault is mine

I can't be angry with you
without being mad at me too

- 4/10/2020