come join me in the livestream

bittersweet

stop going back and forth
stop leaving and then coming back for more

stop reminding me I'm powerless
and I don't control any of this

but also please keep doing so
keep remembering I exist

I eat up every scrap you toss my way
I'm nourished from the drops of water
you flick off your fingers

every time you do
tells me at least you think of me too

-5/7/2020