Best friends | Why don't we | Wdweilish (Paused)

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*A week had passed by and it was Friday. The boys were asking me and Daniel what we wanted to do for our birthdays even tho his was about 2 weeks ago but they couldn't do anything, we both said that we didn't want anything honestly. I got a lot of gifts and cake last week and the boys decorated my room like the neon dark aesthetic type deal because I've always wanted my room to look like that but I didn't have the stuff. Anyways, they told us to get ready with out beach stuff and we ended up going to a private place at the beach that they found and we had it all to our selves untill midnight.*

*we got in the car and went on our way to the private beach. It was around 6 so it was still sunny outside but the sunset was going to come soon at around 7. We went for a swim and took pictures while and after we saw the sunset. I decided to go to the restroom with my "emergency bag" which had my girl stuff and extra clothes. I looked at myself in the mirror and looked down at myself and all the abuse I've had for 8 years, scars, cuts, scratches, my left hand, just everything. I wanted to cry but I held it in and decided to take a picture of myself in the mirror with an anonymous "ask me anything" question on snapchat. The picture somewhat cheered me up because I felt a little beautiful even with all my injuries.*

*I decided to put the hoodie Corbyn gave me because I still didn't feel confident enough to be at the beach like that. I got everything and went back to the spot and Corbyn and Daniel weren't there.*

Where did Corbyn and Daniel go? *I ask the boys as I put my stuff down*

Jonah: they went to talk to the people that work here to triple check that we can be here untill midnight and to also get snacks*

Oh okay

Jack: How come you put on the hoodie? You got cold?

Yeah. Lets just say that..

Jack: come on let go *grabs her hand so she can take the hoodie off and to come swim with me while Jonah was in the water and Zach was laying down*

*I pull back my hand and shake my head no* N-no I'm good..

Zach: just let her be and go attack Jonah

Jack: sorry.. I didn't mean to- *gets instituted

It's fine Jack *I sit down in a corner and look at the sky*

Zach: *Looks at her worried but I decide to give her some space so she can think*

*Daniel and Corbyn eventually come back with snacks and said that everything was fine for us to stay after. Daniel was going to offer me some snacks, but I got up and left to go on a walk by myself. I could tell that they were watching me at a distance and I stood there in the sand alone while looking at the stary night. A good amount of time goes by and I felt a small tap on my shoulder. I looked back as saw that it was______*

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I haven't been feeling myself or happy at the moment, so I haven't posted for 2 days or so but I'm just putting this little ish chapter, I hope you enjoy!  :)       Love y'all <3

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April 16th, 2020
600+ words
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