December (2014)

Day 1

Sundays. The day that school starts, and you hear harmonizing songs, joy of laughter and the sweet blue sky of the desert. Mocks have ended and results awaits as we battle our way through periods of education and extended knowledge shared by none other than your teachers. The start of a fresh day doesn't start with a fresh mind, and so a quite morning isn't that unnatural. With the Maths classroom only filled up with 7 students, and 70% missing(Maths, get it?) because of either Art or IA. The atmosphere in the room is unique to its own development because the Teacher allows freedom of speech and freedom of use to our own property. Not because he thinks we're useless and hopeless by the fact that we are not reaching the Teacher's expectations or because we are still sitting the IGCSE course of Maths, but its because he believes in us and confident towards our hard work. But as a class we have never took advantage of this freedom and use our phones while he holds his speech on the basics of every chapter to recap on what we have learnt on in the previous year, nor do we try to ignore him and show no respect, it is because he is one honorable Teacher.

As time passes and English came by, the English Teacher didn't give us much to do other than trying to analyze our mistakes in mocks. I love analyzing only when I do it specifically towards a more broad minded person, in this case, the Ukrainian. With the game-loving genius who has a basic knowledge in every topic you could pick and able to expand in every piece of information he could use to support his idea or even theories, plus one of the school's top students with an average of an A to A* on most subject couldn't be anymore fun to talk to. You could talk for a minute and learn nearly a thing or two by one conversation. By far, he is the only one who is a practical genius and also very close to the gaming community to be the one who talks to me. And by the one who talks me, I mean as if I was his only friend. In my world and perspective, this guy couldn't develop a better relationship with other people except for me. He would always be alone during breaks and eats by himself. Never have I heard him talk about his personal life or what he did during the summer to other people other than me. And this bothers me. By the fact that I am able to create a type of bond that only he and I have which separates us among others simply makes feel like I am limiting. As if I was stopping him from being able to share his views or points into what he believes towards other 'friends'. Maybe one day, I could help him to open his thoughts and reveal it to other people, ignoring all the possible signs of him being a nerd but also helps to develop him socially. I was never the type to be the one who tries to make things go for the worse, and thus that is why I have the heart to help people.

Tutor Period came by and I had to move to the opposite room where my Tutor room is due to the Art students who are attending the exam at the very moment(with an unbelievable 6 hours of time to create a piece of Art, starting from 7:00am). I couldn't help but notice the piece of paper with records of time for certain acts under the title of "Talent Show Auditions". Inspired by friends(which I had to get my ass off after trying to retire from dancing, which is one of my developed talents that I have invest a lot of effort on), I joined the Talent Show in honor of the new member of our crew 'Arcrew'(in which the crew was named '3A' in the year 2009 that had me and the two brothers A1, the younger brother and A2, the older brother who I've know for a very long time) by the name of L. And for sure there was the name of our crew on the list, 13:50pm on Wednesday ready for auditions. We have opponents, and they're not 'just' dancers. In my head, these opponents are pretty well educated about dancing like popping and tutting which is in fact deserves a round of applause and compliment. The only thing that I wonder about is can they perform it? Well, never gonna know until they pass through auditions,right?

Tutor Period ended, break passed by quick and came Physics. Physics is probably the most boring subject in my entire school life. Not to mention it is also one of the subjects that I need to focus on passing in order to able to go University, but in condition I am in, the learning is debatable. First of all, the last teacher I had was unbelievably and absolutely a despair to listen to. With confusing explanations and undeveloped points that is not clearly expanded on, you could say I had myself daydreaming in most classes. This year, unfortunately I had another boring Physics Teacher which does not stop talking on the same point but at least she has the essence of fitting into the students' society and understanding of our typical teenaged lives, in which I think is a great way to socialize and approach your students in a more knowledgable way.

After Physics came 2nd Break, and here is where I start wondering about things. Put this in mind, I am certainly not an updated person nor am I the type who understand love in this early stage of life. I am very slow when it comes to new gossips and rumors. There were people talking to their ex, people discussing relationships between each other and even rumors of teachers. It fascinates me, as it gives me a some sort of a visual image that allows me to picture what type situation the person is in as they describe their views and events they got themselves into. Once again, I am not the updated type of person. But the thing I was sure about was 2nd Break went by way too fast.

Well, surely enough Computing came by. Computing Teacher looking dead as if he had lost hope in us as a class and I personally think that he's right. We haven't been doing much other than fooling around and watch YouTube videos after we research all the things we need. I suppose it helps you to build a better relationship with the teacher, but not educationally. Which is gonna make this year a tough year. I got a hold on for the mock exam for Computing though, standing on a high B and running forward to an A. The lesson went by and ended with the short goodbyes to your classmates and everybody leaves school. I, on the other hand decided for a visit in a friend's house.

Whether it was an apartment or an old house, in the compound I am never lazy to go for a visit. Playing Dota 2 on another person's laptop is like showing how you can give supremacy to a legacy. Which is funny to the fact that the Middle East does not contain that many Dota 2 players, but here I have a friend who recently have been playing a lot of it. It was fun, while having two other friend following for the visit to get a nice cup of cold coffee to drink on and relieve the stress of school. I guess you could say we left with positive expressions on our faces.

I reach home, ate some food ordered by my mom and head upstairs to just waste my time on the guitar or the iPad just checking out YouTube videos. 6pm with 30 minutes until Church starts and went to Church to get a good old blessing from God. I'm just your average Christian though. So I don't do a lot of contribution to the Church except for the donations, which I think is fine by me as the Church is pretty much well sustained and have the right tools to preach on a great mass. Came back home, and found WattPad, where my first published story began.

....Why.