The mountain I want to move

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As I climb the mountain, I realize that this is what it's like to face mortal odds and survive. So I put my goal down as facing the mortal odds on my own hands and knees crawling into the light. I couldn't usually take the thin atmosphere but now with my memories by my side and my heart on my sleeve , i started to become a real person.

So for most of the climb up it was amazing and romantic until about 3000 ft and then I started to vomit. It was not pretty and since this was the first time I had vomited in front of Jonathan that I would have any idea of. Which was not a pleasant experience.

"Here, Liv." He said passing me a cup of tea. "It's okay."

"Thanks. I feel so bad." I said sipping on the tea .

"We can go down if you want to." He said

"Thanks." I said with a slight vomit taste in my mouth. We walked down to about 2500 ft. Then we sat down and Jonathan wrapped his arms around me. I place my head onto his chest.

"You are beautiful even when you have your insides pushed out." Jonathan said smiling

"Thanks that makes me feel so good." I said with a sarcastic tone

Many of you may wonder how I got my name. My parents named me Livialia because they thought it was a new and organic title on Olivia and my mother's mother was named Lila. So I kinda lived with being Lia. But then my parents found out about the brain tumor, so my nickname became Liv because they thought if God had an association with me living well maybe he would allow me to live. When we first met Jonathan called me Sweetheart which I despised but then . Jonathan picked up Liv but he did not have the God peace hinging onto it he thought I was a beautiful living thing and he said my nickname with such fennec I allowed him to call me it anyway.

"Liv, now that we have a possibility at a future together and you don't have to stay with me by default. Would you continue on this path?" Jonathan said

"Yesterday I would have said no. But today the answer is yes because this is where I feel safe and secure." I said looking into his eyes.

" I thought that what you would say. I don't think the connections between our brains still is not broken." He said leaning in to me

I leaned my body closer to his. "Do you think we will get that fairytale ending in the end? " He said in a barley audible whisper into my ear

"I think so if I'm your princess." I said

"Well , you are my princess . So I want to have a happy ever after with you." He said kissing my forehead.

"I want you to be my Prince Charming." I said pressing my forehead against his.

His lips found mine. I intertwined my fingers into the locks of his hair. He pulled he into his chest as we fit together like pieces of a ginormous puzzle called the world and we only very small bits . As you might wonder I am 5" 7 so evening wrapped in Jonathan's embrace is not like the little petite girl who's boyfriend has to shrink and she has to rise up onto her tippy toes to reach his lips. As I shrunk down deciding that that very privet moment was touching. He brushed my hair slightly with his fingers.

"Do you wonder what your life would be like if you haven't met me?" I

"I mean Darci would or wouldn't Be alive and if she wasn't then I would have a giant gapping hole in my heart." He said

Then the pain crashes onto me. I scream out in pain the blood curdling scream.

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