So um, Thursday night got very serious and scary. But, I need to vent so I'll talk about it.
Saying my mom and stepdad don't have the best relationship would me an understatement. My mom fell into a verbally/emotionally abusive relationship once again just like with my dad (hence why they're divorced). Thursday my mom and stepdad got into another verbal fight (though I was scared my step dad would get physical) it got so bad that it was scaring me and my little brother. Before I knew it my mom tells me to get my shoes and pack a few days worth of clothes.
I started having an anxiety attack obviously but started packing clothes nonetheless. While I was in my room I called my friend Arden and he is so amazing. He immediately stated comforting me and giving me breathing instructions.
Now I know this is very anti climatic but we ended up not leaving. Later my mom told me that she wants to leave so bad and she can't wait till the day finally comes when she can. The only thing that stopped her from leaving was Clarence (my baby brother). He is my stepdad and my mom's kid so my mom couldn't take Clarence and Rick can't take care of him for crap. He's an awful parent, I'm ligit twelve and even my mom agrees I can parent better than him.
Anyways yeah, it was very emotional and I feel really bad for my mom.
