elysian // Billie Eilish

V // Cafuné

*self harm is noted in this chapter*

Addisyn's POV

wiping off my makeup, washing face, brushing my teeth and getting in bed at the end of the day felt extra amazing today.

its 9pm and just got home after being out all day going to a couple different events for lucy's film convention.

i've been hanging out with her more often and she asked if i'd come be there to support her and drive her there.

of course i said yes not really realizing it was an all day type thing, but non the less i had a lot of fun.

billie texted earlier and wanted me to come over but told her i had stuff going on.

she seemed really bummed out that i couldn't hang out, but i didn't think a lot of it because she's been super clingy lately, which i didn't mind.

the past two weeks she's constantly wanted to hang out, like the woman couldn't get enough of me.

don't get me wrong i'm not complaining, but it seemed a little off from when we first started hanging out.

but when i could make time to come over other than today, it was minuscule things we'd do around the house clean her room, watch the office, cuddle, make cookies or something.

it's like she just needed me around it was kinda cute but i needed my time alone i was so used to it.

"addi be quiet tonight! i have a big test i have to study for tomorrow morning and take in the afternoon"

rachel annoyingly bantered from across a curtain she put up, in despise of seeing me and billie cuddle while she studied or just hung out.

honestly above anything i think she was kinda jealous

i mean her and billie did date once upon a time before we shared a unit and maybe the fact she had to be in the same confined space as her bothered her

yet she kept quiet about it and mainly stayed at her boyfriends place.

"since when did you care? you started off the semester getting shit faced almost every night and suddenly you care about your grades?"

i said getting into bed and plugging in my phone.

"jeez, rude! my dad said he'd cut me off if i didn't get at least C's this semester so i have to try more"

she said lowly covering herself up and going to sleep within minutes.

i climbed into bed adjusting my glasses on my face and letting only the small rectangle light up my face as i scrolled through instagram.

i was just dosing off when a notification popped up on my screen, popping me eyes open.

to my comfort, it was billie.

bil: "can i come over?"

"it's 10pm and i have class tomorrow can you come over then?"

bil: "pleaseee i miss you a lot🥺"

"billie"

bil: "i'll be quiet and it'll be quick"

i assumed she was probably horny and wanted to gimme head, which i normally wouldn't pass up but i was tired.

however i haven't seen her in a couple days and miss her too.

"fine but be quiet text me when you're here" i said tryna my best to keep awake so i could let her in quietly.