elysian // Billie Eilish

IX // Filipendulous

Addisyn's POV

i rolled over rubbing my eyes awake to see billie laying beside me, her hand lays on my hips rubbing her thumb on my lace panties.

she looks up and me with a blank face i little dazed looking.

as soon as i inhale the faint but covered smell of weed fills my lungs.

i scrunch my nose making a face at the smell them adjusting to it.

billie chuckles

"what's wrong babygirl"

her hot breath on my face felt nice yet i questioned the smell and why her breath smelled of alcohol.

"billie where were you last night"

i said sitting up running my fingers through my messy hair.

she sat up with me confused a little.

"i told you i had to take care of something"

"what something? what were you doing"

my eyebrows furrowed and my voice got serious.

"nothing, damn mamas, don't worry it's my business"

"no billie tell me where you were and what you were doing"
"you smell like weed and alcohol"

i said peering down at her shirt.

it was black long sleeve with a singer or brand design on it, yet if you looked close enough you could see greyish faded white marks along the collar and chest.

barely noticeable but enough for me to question.

"billie what the fuck is this"

i raised my voice as she reluctantly held her mouth slightly open.

i grabbed her shirt touching the light stains.

she looked down at them and brushing it away and turned to stand up.

"what the fuck!"
"why can't you tell me where you were!"

"don't get so mad sheesh"

she said brushing me off adjusting her sweats and walking toward the bathroom.

i got up facing her inches away from her.

"i wouldn't get so mad if you'd just tell me where you were and what "stuff" you had to take care of!"

i said shouting trying not to raise my voice.

"billie!!!"

i repeated grabbing her wrist to try and get her to look at me.

she turned to look into my eyes, and flinched in pain to my grasp.

my face soften and i let go of her wrist.

"i was out last night"

billie paused.

"where"

i calmly asked.

"an old friends, him and his friends were using, i was there to pick up some blunts i had him roll for me, and to smoke a few"

she looked at the floor and around the room, really anything but my face.

i thought for moment then realizing why billie flinched in pain.

i softly took her hand and looked to her for some sort of permission and pulled her sleeve up revealing what i thought, a couple bandaids assumably covering cuts.