I needed someone to talk to and bare my soul out to. I needed a Friend because I'm just breaking down. everything in my life is just a big shitty mess. I just need one hug in the arms that will take care of my heart and not break it. Taye took care of my heart for a while but he broke it and took a piece with him. I will never find that missing piece again.
I got ready to go to rehearsal and touched up my makeup. I didn't want to go to rehearsal because me and James were fighting for some foolish reason and I just wasn't feeling up to it. So I got to the theater and walked down the hall towards my dressing room, trying not to be seen. I came to an abrupt stop as I saw James Snyder standing next to my dressing room talking with half of the cast. I looked at him for a while thinking that he was the arms that would take care of my heart. He looked up at me and smiled warmly at me obviously forgetting our fight last Friday. I didn't care who was around I didn't even care what he thought but I knew that right at that moment I needed a hug from him. I dropped my bags and briskly walked towards him. I threw my arms around him hoping that he would hug me back. I didn't care about the eyes staring at us, I just wanted him to hug me back. he might just do nothing or he might even just walk away. He read my mind and hugged me back saying that it would be okay and that he would never leave me. Than he said the words that I hoped he would say ever since I laid my eyes on him. "I love you."
