Love Beholds (Complete)

Part I

A/N: enjoy reading...😘

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( A/N: Songwriters: Jarad Higgins / Dominique Mitchell

Scared Of Love lyrics © BMG Rights Management )

*Song : SCARED OF LOVE*

Ooh, ooh, woah
I never been scared
I tell you that I don't care
Really I do care
I hope that you care
I never been scared to love
I never been scared of love, scared to love
I'm on the drugs, way too much
I'm not enough, not enough
You're way too much, way too much
Not scared to love just scared of love
Not enough I'm not enough
You're way too much, and I'm not getting enough
You're way too much, still I'm not getting enough
You're way too much, too, too much
The weight is heavy on my shoulders, girl, you're too much
You put my heart in a grave, I get no love
No, I need more drugs, way too much
All I ever do is get fucked up
All I ever wanted was a real love
Got a pint of the lean, I done lucked out
Bros said that it wasn't real mud
Every day I wonder if I can pick my heart out my chest
Lately I been feelin' the worst
So I gotta dress like the best
Moncler all on my chest
VVS all on my neck
Ballin' like a fucking upset
They're beyond stressed
I been hurt but I'm beyond that
I never been scared of love, scared to love
I'm on the drugs, way too much
I'm not enough, not enough
You're way too much, way too much
Not scared to love just scared of love
Not enough I'm not enough
You're way too much, and I'm not getting enough
You're way too much, still not getting enough
We woke up in hell, baby, can't you tell?
As far as I can tell you're the only heaven here
I'm running out of Xans, running out of options
I really need to chill 'fore I'm in a coffin
Way too late, Russian roulette, okay
I know I been dead for a minute now
Ain't wanna be alive, no way
I never been scared of love, scared to love
I'm on the drugs, way too much
I'm not enough, not enough
You're way too much, way too much
Not scared to love just scared of love
Not enough I'm not enough
You're way too much, and I'm not getting enough
You're way too much, still I'm not getting enough

* song ends here *

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3rd person's POV:

"Why are you here again?

What part of 'I don't wanna see you!!', you can't understand??

Please stop being persistent!!

Cause being with me won't bring any good to you!!

I'm just a broken soul, don't ruin your life loving me Kit??

Just move on and be happy, life have so many things to offer .....

Grab them...... don't loose the opportunity just for me......

I'm not worth it !! "

Just after saying those pain striking words, Singto turned back and left the place with uncontrollable tears rolling down his cheeks. He can't see the hurtful look in his beloved's face that his words has caused. It will break his heart even more and would weaken his resolution of letting his love go.

People might think of him as fool for leaving his beloved in the middle of those decor where he was confessed of his junior's undying love. But what can he do. He don't want his Kit to pin for someone like him with beyond repairable soul his whole life.

Singto didn't wanted Krist to waste his time on someone like him, who can't even be touched without flinching. So he walked away.

Away from his love...