A Force No One Can Stop

chapter 12 ~ Lyrics That Killed Me

Brionna's POV
My eyes opened and I wished they didn't....
I didn't want to go through today without being able to see the guys or Andy.
I couldn't risk the possibility of crying again like had been almost all night.
I just felt lost,empty and betrayed. Betrayed that my father would actually get so mad at me as to hit me. "Hey Bri,are you okay?" I heard Sophie asked snapping me out if my thoughts.
"Soph I'm as good as one can get in this situation." I answered.
"I know mate..." She assured me.
"I need hugs!" I said.
Understanding why Ell and Sophie hugged me as tight as they could.
"Brionna are you going to eat breakfast?" I heard my mom's voice after a knock at the door. I didn't answer. My mom sighed before I heard her drag her feet down the stairs.
They were both devil's to me now.
My father more than my mother by just a little. I had decided I wasn't going to talk to them. They ruined my life. So why not ruin their's.

Eleanor's POV
Knowing Bri or Soph wouldn't mind,I decided to put music on.
I used Bri's phone,the songs were mostly BVB,witch I didn't mind at all. I played Black Veil BridesIV,specifically Crown Of Thorns, Goodbye Agony and The Shattered God as loud as the volume could go. I didn't care if I got her parents mad.
Next I played Sempiternal.
There was one song that I was curious about "40 days"
I click on it and the intro sounded awesome.

'Let's start at one
And count the days'

-"oh no..." Bri said.

'Let's hope to God that time flies like they say'

-"FAK!" I face palmed.

'Cause this instance can't distance my heart from yours tonight
But I'm lying awake now and I'm holding your picture
It's so cold here without you'

-"frigging kill me!" Bri yelled screaming and crying into her pillow.

'And I need you now, cause it's killing me'

-"Exactly!" Bri pointed out.

'And I wish somehow, you were here with me'

-"frigging feels!" Sophie said hitting her head on the foot of the bed.

'When I fall asleep I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep and you are with me'

-"ARRGHH!" I messed up my hair in rage.

'Could this be more
I've been up all night riding subway lines
Now we're sleeping on your floor'

-"I wish!!" Bri's muffled voice exclaimed.

'Can we make this a lifetime, you're all I want right now
Life keeps telling me I need to go
But what if I wanna stay
Cause I'm lost here without you'

-"I want to stop playing this song but I don't know why I can't!!" I admitted.

'And I need you now, cause it's killin me.
And I wish somehow, you were here with me.'

'When I fall asleep, I feel you with me.
Till I fall asleep, and you are with me'

'I've found a love I've never had before, you changed me
And I will wait however long it takes, you changed me
You say the words that I've been thinking
I'll never let you go'

-"I know the feeling!!!!" Bri agreed.

'And I need you now, cause it's killing me
And I wish somehow, you were here with me'

-"just gbbkoureqsfbkoydrwbdtiiewashjvshkncsbn!!" Soph said which let me know the feels were too strong.

'When I fall asleep, I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep, and you are with me'

'You changed me.
You changed me.'

"Don't you dare replay that song." Bri said lifting her head from her pillow.

"Okay okay I won't!" I assured her.

Sophie's POV
That song was so feely I think my feels box has run out of feels to feel.
ERMAGERSH.
"Yeah please don't play that song again today,tomorrow,next week,next month or ever again." I told Ell.
"Yeah....trust me....never again....." She said I could tell she was still recovering her feels.

We spent the rest of the day listening to less feels breaking songs,dancing very badly but still trying to have fun and trying to lighten our moods. Bri's mom knocked on the door twice to tell us to quite down, we still didn't listen. When the sun went down and the moon came up, we went straight to bed...because thinking at night was bad,for all of us, especially Bri.

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This chapter would be really short if it wasn't for the lyrics ;-; I'm sorry this one was kinda really bad ;-; I just had written the next chapter before I actually wrote this one XD so I also had writers-block for this one .-. Sorry.