to all the boys i've loved before | kuroo tetsuro x reader

introduction

I wrote love letters to three different guys who I caught feelings for before

Nishinoya Yuu

We attended primary school and Chidoriyama Junior High together. He was the one who convinced me to play officially for boys' volleyball.

I've always played with boys but not officially- many people said it was impossible for a girl to be ranked top 3 aces in the male division. Nishinoya believed in me, saying my skill level was high like a males.

Soon when Nishinoya came into Junior High, he became my libero promising to receive any blocks from my spikes. He indeed did and it made me a stronger ace for my team. Every super ace needs an amazing libero.

It was also the relief of having my best friend behind me, it all changed when I'd moved away into Tokyo city in the summer of my final year at Chidoriyama.

Ushijima Wakatoshi

Ushijima was my brother's best friend- our practices together is what made me an amazing ace like him. We were friends even if we attended different schools .

We were a power duo in spiking, he expected me to be on volleyball monthly with him during highschool. He hopes for the best to me in the boys league like Nishinoya but in a quieter manner.

He knows I'm able to be sensitive sometimes but it whats makes me stronger, he taught me how to control it during matches or use it.

Soon enough, my older sister started to date him. He was extremely attractive to me, I knew not to break my siblings' trust so I never went after him-no matter how much I liked him.

He adored my sister- his personality doesn't show it openly but we all knew his feelings. After the move, they continue to date and we're still friends.

Kuroo Tetsuro

Met in junior high during the club's first practice, he taunted me at first saying that it was a boys' team. The team didn't mind me after coach put me in as the ace. Stating that Chidoriyama Junior High was correct about me being high up in skills with male players.

Kuroo became interested in myself, later both of us developing a friendship especially in freshman year. He showed me off to the boys' team- telling the captain that I'm the next ace.

Coach didn't believe it all first. Until after the first week of practice, deeply impressed he kept me. During mid semester I'd became the ace and coach planned to keep me there all 3 years.

Our closeness began to fall especially after he gotten a girlfriend. By now we're barely close friends due to volleyball keeping that together.

           
I only write these letters when I have feelings so intense.

Of course, I'll never send these letters to them. They're my personal letters.

The guys aren't allowed to know about these past or present feelings.