If I gave you all my love would you squander it for coal
If I showed you my soul would it be enough to keep you warm
I've lived too long to watch my words become drugs
Shakes and shivers for those of us who waste energy on trust
If I gave you my hand would you stretch out and stick me full of lackluster
Or would you wain away the mud and caress the indentations on my skin
My eyes are opening to new days and somehow the colors of my life are as distant as ever
So I ask you
When I give you my world and you sink into the center of my universe
Will you suffocate me with smoke?
Will you leave me out in the cold ?
Will you love me enough to acknowledge my words?
Will you love me enough to waste energy you'll never get back?
Would you leave the lackluster of life to wipe my tears?
Or will my words ever matter?