Dear Mark hyung,
I can't seem to realize that everything went too fast. We used to be so close since diapers, we're too attached in a hip that we can't even let others separate us apart. But now, we acted like strangers. Do you even cherishes our memories back then? Do you even know why am I being annoying one especially to you? Do you even recognizes all the hints and signs I gave to you? Do you even appreciate my presence when I'm around with you? Do you even know what my hearts screams for you? No, you don't because I choose not to tell you. I preferred to be hurt than risking our friendship for your own sake. Hyung, I am in love with you. Sucks right? Don't worry, I don't have a plan to destroy your happy relationship with Koeun, because your hetero ass surely disgust a faggot like me if I come out to you. Don't worry, I won't bother your relationship with her. I am really happy for the both of you. It's a great decision that I didn't confess because you already avoiding me without leaving me reasons, shutting me up and unlashing my ties to your colorful world. That's okay, as long as you are happy, I'm okay with that. Sorry for loving you hyung.
- fullsun, Donghyuck-ie
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