I don't know where to look
Something inside of me is missing
Something important
I hate happy couples
Cos' they make me feel so stupid
Stupid for loving someone who doesn't love me
For thinking in someone who doesn't even notice me
And most of the time I can't avoid this feeling
That everything around is killing me
I don't wanna hear
But I can't ignore their words
And now
I feel more sad
I cry more
But I need to shut up
People is cruel
They're just going lo laugh
It makes me so sick this feeling
Feeling that I'm worthless
I know that I'm not
That's not true
But that's what everyone is making me believe
I really don't know how the fuck I'm still alive
Cos' I can't take this anymore
I just want to die
Cos' something inside of me is missing
Who am I?
I can't tell
But I hate it
What am I thinking?
I don't know
But I hate it
How do I look?
Who can tell?
But I hate it
Who are my friends?
Nobody knows
But I hate them
I hate being alive.
