So much has happened in the past few days even if mostly everyone is isolated in their houses... Isolation isn't new to me though, it's part of who I am I guess. It's not the healthiest too to be honest. My mind keeps running simulations of events, possible inventions, and contingencies; they run rampant, I cant stop it. Somehow it increases my yearning for knowledge but in exchange for how I feel... Been feeling like shit ngl. I wanna be with someone I have feelings for but the attitude of checking probabilities for events has been slapping me with facts and then reality itself unfolds, luckily though the games kept me busy and some of my dopamine levels low preventing me too keep myself from lulling into false realities. I also wanna do a video for youtube but I don't know what the content would be. I really don't want to be alone anymore, I want someone to hug me... Looking at the pattern of my life, guess I'll just suck it up and push forward.
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NonfiksiTitle already says it . It's about my day or somethin. everything I say here is coming from my perspective and all that. I might speak tagalog at some parts if I can't think the eng translation but don't worry I'll give definitions ☺. Also I'm a noo...
