𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 // solby

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐

Colby
"Beep beep" the alarm of my clock ringed my ears as I lazily put my hand on the snooze button trying to turn it off. I opened my eyes slowly, getting blinded by the sunlight from my window. "Another day in hell" I groaned. I honestly hate school, not because of the subjects and work, those I find very easy, you can say I'm smart. I've gotten all A's since I can remember. Anyways, back to the point, I hate school because I have no friends, instead of friends I have bullies, bullies that say names, try and trip me, all the usual bullying. In lunch, I always sit alone, people sometimes throw food at me or try to trip me when I get my lunch from the snack line. It's to much for some so I try to be in the library as much as possible but some students take all the passes so I'm stuck getting harassed.
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I get up from my bed, walk to my closet, grab a plain black shirt, a black hoodie, and some ripped black jeans. I set the clothes in the bathroom, I turn on the shower turn, putting the right temperature, I strip down naked and hopped into the shower. I poured the liquidy mixture into my hands and slowly tangled my fingers into my hair, smelling the strawberry smell of the shampoo. The steamy water crashed down my body, filling warm ness tingles around my body. I loved the feeling, feeling warmed by something, almost like love. Something that I'll never get. I signed, "Will life ever get better?" I look at the shower handle and slowly turn it off. I got out of the shower, dried off, put on my clothes, brushed my teeth, sprayed some cologne, zipped up my book bag , put on some black converse and ran downstairs. I run into the kitchen finding my mom cooking breakfast. "Good morning honey, did you sleep well?" She said softly. "Yes Ma, never been better," I said sadly, looking down. She comes closer to me and puts her hand on my cheek. "Colby, things will get better at school, forget those scumbags that bother you, and if they hurt you physically, defend yourself, don't let them push you around, got it?" My mom said demandingly. "Got it" I plastered a fake smile to her, I know that nothing in school will get better for me. "Good, anyways, I made you some breakfast. Hurry up and eat it before you miss the bus," she said quickly while she was putting pancakes on the plate and handing it to me. I gladly took it, muttering a small thank you and started making walking to the table. Gage, my older brother, was running down the stairs, muttering some curse words. He comes into the kitchen, walks by me and lightly hits my head. "What funeral are you going too?" He smirked while running into the kitchen, grabbing a pancake, placing it into his mouth and kissing our mother goodbye. "Yours if you don't stop" I said jokingly, finishing my pancakes and putting the dirty dish into the sink. Gage laughs and tells me to hurry up. I kiss my mom goodbye, grab my book bag and head outside.
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I quickly walked to the bus stop and signed in relief that the bus was right down the block. The bus slowly stops and opened its doors, I signed and started walking up the stairs. "Good morning, Mrs. Martinez," I said smiling, she always helps me when I get bullied by people in the bus, she knows about the people that bully me in school. "Good morning Colby," she smiled making me smile back. I said my goodbye and walked to the back of the bus, I got tripped by some people but thankfully I didn't fall. Some of them called me names but I just ignored them. I finally got to my destination, a lonely seat. I grab my earphones and listened to music. I sit back worried about how my school day will begin
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sadly, we got to school. I waited for everyone to get off the bus. When it was just me and Mrs. Martinez, I got up and started walking to the front, getting anxious and anxious. I said have a good day to Mrs. Martinez and got off the bus. People already started calling me names like, "queer, gay, bitch" the usual. I put my god die over my head, blocking out all the hate from the world. I grabbed the handle and opened the school doors waiting for what will happen today.

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