Insecure

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The next morning I woke up really happy and full of energy which is weird for me because mostly I'm moody and not in the mood for anything thanks to my "amazing" parents. Can you hear how many sarcasm I used? But oh well it's time for starting a new day. I did my morning routine, put my favorite dress with sunflowers on and let my hair down and then I went downstairs for a breakfast and wait for my dad to take me to school but when I went downstairs I saw on a counter small peace of papir. Saying that mom and dad left early in the morning and that I'm on my own all day which was great. I went on the bus station and soon I was close to school. When I arrived at school I saw Amy standing outside of the school building all on her own so I decided to go to her.

"Hey girl."  I said happy and huged her.

"Hey Nicole how are you?" She asked me and hugged me back.

"I'm good what about you?"

"I'm too..."

"But...?"

"But...there's one thing that bothers me actually..." She said and looked away looking very nervous.

"What's wrong Amy? You can tell me know that?" I said and tried to be convicting.

"Well to be honest there's one special person who I maybe have a little or big crush on, but..." She stopped again for a bit and again looked away but I took her hand and nude with my head that she can continue.

"But I think that she's way too beautiful for someone like me, and that she's way out of my league and that she's definitely straight I mean who wouldn't like her or even date her. I'm just weird girl always was and always will and I'm sure that she wouldn't like that at all..." She said with a sad and hurt voice, which broke me too because she is so good girl and amazing and who doesn't see that then they doesn't deserve her and aren't worth it.

"Oh come on Amy don't say that I'm sure that she will likes you back too."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Wait did you said!? You like some girl!?" I asked surprised and confused at the same time because I didn't expect that from her.

"Yes it's one really special girl."

"Oh really?"

"Yep. Can you please help me what to do about it?" She asked insecure in herself which is so cute and adorable.

"Sure. So what does she likes?"

"Amm...to be honest I don't really know because we just met so we didn't really had time to talk about that."

"Hmmm. Maybe you can just simply start talking to her. Every girl like that."

"Okay I'm just talking with her." She said which made me even more confused now.

"Hmmm, that's weird but oka..." I couldn't finished sentence because I felt pairs of lips prest against mine. In that moment nothing existed anymore except for us, Amy and me, me and Amy. I could feel not only butterflies in my stomach but all zoo. It was so magical and so special and unique. I couldn't dreamed of better kiss...

"Omg wooow Amy...wait what!?" I was still confused with moment which just happened.

"I'm so sorry ugh. Where was I thinking? I knew it that you wouldn't like it or even me. I'm sorry I hope that everything can be normal again between us..." She said with a sad voice and looked away from me. But I put my fingers on her chin and make her look at me again.

"Hey Amy don't say that. Look nothing can be normal again because I like you too." I said and kissed her first now at first she was shocked but she kissed back and all feelings and excited come back.

"Nicole I have one question for you..."

"Sure ask me."

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Ammm...this is a big one but sure I would like to."

"Omg really?" She asked so happy like a little kid when it gets candy.

"Yes dummy for real." I said and got up from where we were sitting and helped her to get up too and we went inside of school holding hands.

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