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" I knew I was getting closer to my grave the moment I gave my heart to josh, I just didn't know when exactly was my death day'

In the spirt of celebration
It was josh's birthday week, i was excited. I had saved up for this day, i wanted to get him the best of gift, been drafting my birthday text message for a week now, I wanted mine to be the best out of all his girlfriends.....

Finally the day we anticipated was here, i logged on to my Facebook to post josh and drop the sweet birthday message I had taken weeks to compose to my satisfaction just to find out the ladies he told me were his cousins were actually his girlfriends also. I was speechless he was full of surprises........

I texted him, I was shocked at his reply 'Lisa if you want to wish me wish me and if you don't want to fuck off, it's not by force'. He replied me..

this was the least reply I was expecting from him, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, i was stabbed this was worse than using a knife on me. I didn't reply his text.

I knew I was getting closer to my grave as soon as I met josh, just didn't know when exactly was the death day. Finally this was the perfect time, I picked my phone texted praise I needed someone to know the cause of my death. I went to shower, had a nice cloth on, had my makeup on, jewelries on, curled my hair. I drank a bottle of whiskey

I was preparing for my death. I had different options «drinking poison but I could be saved, stabbing myself I could put someone in trouble, getting hit by a car I would also put the person in trouble, jumping off from my rooftop no one is getting in trouble and I can't be saved so I went with that». Finally I had the perfect death plan for myself. I went to my rooftop laid on the floor, eyes closed ready to roll myself off..

I wish I never texted praise

I opened my eyes to see the world once more, I'm definitely going to miss everyone my mum, siblings, my friends, neighbors...
Then I saw an image appearing I thought it was an angel, I was happy thinking I was dead even without jumping off
Praise

She came as fast as she could after getting my text, she saved me. She rushed me to the hospital I had too much alcohol in my system they had to flush it out..

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Lisa was discharged the following day from the hospital, on their way home they saw josh with another lady, this was when praise decided to speak out.

.........PRAISE'S POV..................
I didn't say a word to Lisa until we saw josh with another lady, I looked into Lisa's eyes tears were gathering already, this time I have to talk senses into her "if you kill yourself over a guy who does not love you what do u stand to gain,imagine he's even with another lady while you are here do u think he gives a fuck about you" I said.
Lisa you have a lot of guys dying to have you but here you are trying to kill yourselves over some bastard who don't give a single fuck about you.....
I told her to pick her phone and call him, he didn't pick as usual...