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.........LISA'S POV..............

Deep down I feel happy josh is back and he's trying to make things right between us. Although it was hard to admit it but seriously from his actions he's changed and I want to believe he did, so I just think me giving him a second chance aside from being friends it's cool or what do you think ?

'Hmmmm!! well actually I don't know what to say but i would not advice you going back to that Josh of a guy is a no no for me. What exactly are you thinking, are you alright, are you sick or something' praise yelled

Praise, I would be glad if you see things from my view, I really do love josh and I'm not sure that feeling is going to ever fade. You know it's just hard but since he said he's changed lemme take his word for what it is and this time around i would not allow myself deeply lost to the point I loose myself again.

"Well, that's okay you know I don't know how you feel but just be careful because I don't trust that josh of a guy. Ok" said praise

"Sure" Lisa replies

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Josh and Lisa are actually going on so well now, he truly meant his words and Lisa was happy she was happy finally she was his, what she always wanted. At last someone could love her not just anybody but the one who broke her  heart.

Josh was happy to have Lisa back but he had some secret plans he was moving out of town and didn't feel it was right telling Lisa because they just got back together, he was going to inform her when he gets out of town, it was Lisa she would understand even if she would get mad.

He moved out of town and told Lisa, just like he had imagined she was angry but later had to let it go. The two love birds continues their relationship it was too good to be true for them both.

Weeks went by, months turned to years josh wasn't back Lisa got more concerned cos josh only talked about spending a few months.

..........LISA'S POV..........
Josh isn't back yet and I miss him badly, he assured me no more girlfriends and I trusted him, we talked at every time and that was fine by me
"So why aren't to back yet you promised to be back soon' Lisa asked

" Soon honey' he replied

Lisa was worried, she missed him, although josh assured her all was fine but she knew deep down everything wasn't fine.

........JOSH POV.........

Lisa was mad at me because I promised her I won't stay this long but deep down I knew I lied to her. I was planning never to come back to town again but I didn't want to tell her cos I don't want her to be sad.. I still want to have Lisa, didn't want any man to keep her .

I kept assuring Lisa everything was fine and she was the only woman in my life, I made sure I kept the communication going no matter what. But I had another woman her name is Mercy.

Don't judge me please

Mercy reminded me of Lisa in every way, she talked, smelled, dressed and behaved like Lisa I couldn't help but fall in love with her, the only difference was she's more chubby than Lisa. Whenever I looked at mercy I saw Lisa.

I love Lisa and mercy I'm so confused.
I loved Mercy cos she reminded me of Lisa, I love Lisa cos she's all I ever wanted. She is my perfect match.
I definitely can't end things between both of them...

Things didn't go well as I planned Mercy got pregnant, yes I know I'm in a deep mess but I was happy I wanted a baby, I wanted to be a father. I told Mercy to keep the baby.
The only reason I was in a deep mess was cos of Lisa I didn't want to disappoint her the second time but I'm afraid I'm going to

I taught of different ways to tell Lisa I now have a baby mama but I just wasn't it right, well I know what to do..

............LISA'S POV...........

Today is Valentine's Day I was happy cos I've never spend a valentine day with a lover but I had Josh to celebrate with this year even if he's out of town I was happy I had someone.

Although I noticed a slight change in josh behavior but I didn't let that get to me I believe
He was going through a lot like he told me. He stopped texting and calling only if I text him..

Went online to post josh pictures to confess my love for josh and wish him happy Val

Must he always surprise me every time I login to my Facebook account to wish him. I was lost for words now I knew why

I saw josh with a lady and a baby, I'm confused, what's happening. Well I don't want to believe what my mind was telling me.

Obviously I'm not the only one who saw it.

My phone rang it was praise

"Hey baby! Well I saw josh, his wifey and baby, josh is married I warned you Lisa I told you but no you didn't listen' said praise

I am speechless I just didn't know what to say I hung up I didn't need that energy right now I need time to pick myself together

I stalked josh page for months I got tired and I needed explanation but I didn't get any, this was when I knew it was over.

I was too heartbroken to cry, I was too pained to drop the tears, I was too shattered to talk i taught I had things figured out but I just realized I was played...