Go away people of the world,
Don't need you near,
Don't want to get hurt,
Go away People of the world....I don't need you'r broken parts,
I don't want you'r fucked up lies,
I don't need my heart to ache,
As I'm wearing my disguise,
I'm happy as I am,
Not bothered and alone,
I'll forger about You all,
I'll turn of my phone.
I'll go far away,
And I'll be there by myselfe,
Just looking at the stars,
Not bothered by my mental health.
As I will run away,
Into the darkness of the night,
I will see a shine of a bright lite,
I'll go to that light,
And I'll stay there forever,
And that will be my happy after ever
I won't bother with faces,
Cause I will se none,
And You'll find my replacement,
As I will be gone.
And in the begining,
Sadness And sorrow
Will run through You'r mind,
As You'll think You left me behind.
As You'll be sorry for we didn't talk enough,
But there will be no way for the time to go back,
But there will be a sorrow for the happyness I once lacked.
And there, were I will be,
They'll ask if I was happy,
And I'll say,
I once saw my future bright,
But trully lost that one night.
I ran and I ran,
With no desrination,
With lack of my mind,
And only imagination.
I'll run and the sky will be blue,
And You'll stay where you are,
And never know the truth.
The truth, that I ran,
From all the familiar faces,
From all the fucked up places
That I once called home,
As my mind will slowly turn
Into the tunder dome.
I'll scream and I'll shout,
To the darkness so shallow,
And then I'll realise,
To whom I said "hello",
There I wont see God,
As I'll realise what I did,
Be mad at myselfe,
For how could I be so stupid,
But I wont be able to change a thing,
As I'll see in his eye a bright bling,
He will be happy,
As he had waited for me,
He'll say "You just needed time,
I knew you will see.
life is a lie, just torture,
I knew
You'll eventualy come to me"
So I hold my breath,
as I had no choice,
I realised what I did,
I fell down to his level,
That night I did it.
I shook my hand with the devil.
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Poetry⚠️Warning⚠️ Mention of suicide Its a small poem about a teenage girl's mind state. ⚠️Disclamer⚠️ Not made by a real story!