Conflicts Occur (Human Steven x Human Spinel Gang AU)

Chp 34 ( Destructive Behavior)

   Spinel had to get out of there, just slip out the door and no one would be the wiser, she knew where her bike is parked at, and if she was quick enough she could get back to her condo without anyone noticing. After what just happened, she just wanted to dissapear and hope that everyone would be to terrified to come hunt her down, and as much as it pained her, she couldn't face Steven after what she had just done. After running for a few minutes, she found her motorcycle tucked away in the nearby alleyway, since no one besides a fellow gang members came down here, it was the perfect spot for her to park in seclusion. Spinel didn't even feel the hot tears that streamed down her face as she placed her helmet on her head, not even bothering to take out her ponytails before hand like she normally does when she goes to put on her helmet, to upset to care as she mounted her motorcycle, Spinel considered her motorcycle, an old school Harley-Davidson Harley, her baby, something that she could care for ever since she received it as a birthday gift from the Diamonds for her 18th birthday. She flinched at that memory, the Diamonds have been her family for a long time, she didn't mean to shoot anyone at all, but she just got so angry that the thought of shooting Amber did cross her mind. But then Steven intervened, then the gun went off, then the next thing she knew she had accidentally shot Blanca in the shoulder. Spinel pulled Steven's jacket tighter against her shaking form as she shoved the key into the ignition, her attention entirely focused on riding away aided her help with completing the necessary steps for her to start her Harley within a matter of a few seconds, and once she was finally ready she immediately drove off with the sound of her roaring engine following behind her. Spinel was so focused on her thoughts, and her driving that she didn't notice that the weather had changed from partially cloudy to a light shower of rain. "I'm so fucking stupid.... I'm such an idiot....I wanted to help them escape but instead I let my anger get the best of me and now I chased Steven away......he's to scared of me to want to come near me anymore.....god why am I such a fuck up???? Why did I have to go be a dumbass and act so stupidly???? Now he's gonna leave me alone and it's all my damn fault!!!!" Spinel continued to think this as she clutched tighter on the handle bars, which made her motorcycle travel faster down her trip home. "Why did I have to fuck up one of the good....no, the best thing in my life?.....now he'll never want to speak to me again, he'll never want to be around me again..... And I wouldn't blame him.....If I was him I wouldn't want to be around someone so emotionally unstable, so angry all the time, so violent, so broken...... just.....someone so unworthy of love and affection......damn it he deserves someone way better...." Spinel's mind raced with these beliefs as she swiftly pulled into the parking lot of her complex. She immediately parked her bike right by the lamppost of the parking lot, turning off the engine and hopping off the bike, landing into a very muddle puddle before running into the building without a care if her bike fell over on its side or not. A muddy trail, that washed away in the rain when the droplets of water grew heavier, followed Spinel as she ran across the parking lot and into the clean lobby of the building, having removed her helmet in the process of her sprint outside had also made her fuschia colored hair dampen from the rain. She thanks her stars that the only thing that went right today was the fact that she didn't want to be seen, and her breathing eased slightly when she noticed that the security guard for the building was no where to be seen for the time being. Spinel took that opportunity to rush to the elevator and rapidly press the button that had the arrow pointing upwards. She didn't stop until the elevator door swished open with a sharp DING! sound. In three long steps she entered the elevator and immediately pressed the button that was labeled for the top floor, and she continued to press that button until the doors closed and the elevator started to rise. Spinel was pacing the floor of the elevator, there wasn't a chance of her calming down as her dirty boots turned the white fabric of the carpet into an ugly shade of dark brown. "Why am I such a screw up?.....I promised Steven that I'd get better and I fuck it up in less than an hour.....why can't I do anything right?!?! Fucking damn it!" Spinel hissed to herself as she clutched the wet helmet in her hands, her panic twisting and churning  into an internal inferno in that elevator, anger slowly rose inside of her, a fire that started to consume every rational thought in her mind. As soon as the elevator opened once again, she rushed onto the floor and headed directly towards her door, the last one at the end of the hallway, away from all of the other neighboring condos, and that's just exactly how she likes it.