He Only Lived Once

Part 7: It's only for now

  "So your the bastard that hurt my boyfriend..." Koi moved towards Kari anger spreading through him.
  "Your boyfriend?" Kari laughed, "I'm sorry to break it to you but Ghost is mine." His voice carried the rough silkiness that only happens when he was pissed.
  "Is that so?" Koi held the knife in his hand. All he wanted to do was drive it through the males heart. Kari couldn't care less about the knife and looked past him eyeing Ghost.
  The silver haired boy was looking down struggling to keep tears from falling. He was aware of the tension in the room, the way the atmosphere changed. Koda hated it.
  "Ghost, sweety, let me deal with this bastard." Koi looked at Ghost reassuringly.
  Kari smirked, "Kodaa~~" Ghost looked up, immediately. "Come here my love~ I've missed you~~" Kari's voice grew smooth. Koi didn't see the knife Kari flashed at Ghost, warning him. All he saw was his boyfriend stand up and walk towards Kari.
  "G-Ghost?..." Koi's heart sank as Kari pulled Ghost to his chest hugging him. It hurt more watching Ghost hug him back.
"Now~ I'd like to have some fun, so tell your little toy to leave us alone~"
  "Koi," Ghost turned to look at Koi, "Why don't you go out with some friends today."
"And leave you with this basted no w-"
"I said to fucking leave!! So go!!" Koda looked at Koi, so many emotions in his eyes. Koi grabbed his keys and brushed past Ghost, shoving him in the process.
"Koda?~" Koda looked at Kari as he went to his room, "C'mon~"
Ghost obeyed, he wanted to run back into Koi's arms but he was too scared. Kari was capable of so much damage...
"You care about him don't you honey?" Kari lifted Ghosts chin to look at his pretty face.
"Y-yes..." Koda flinched expecting Kari to shove him. When he didn't it sent a wave of surprise through Ghost.
  "What if we make a deal," Kari brought Ghosts hips to his, "after I have my fun with you, I'll let you finish whatever was happening in there."
"Uh-"
" I'll even go out for the day and let you two have your own fun~~" Kari smiled at Ghost as he nodded. "Now be a good slut for me~"
  It wasn't long until the two were in a heated kiss. Kari let his hand trail to Ghost thigh, lifting it up. Ghost reacted recognizing the gesture, he wrapped his legs around Kari's waist. He knew he wouldn't fall.
  Kari  gripped Ghosts ass squeezing it roughly. "Mhh~" Ghost moaned into the kiss. It was all so familiar, his touch, his smell, his taste...Ghost almost missed this feeling. Kari walked Ghost over to the bed laying him down, he pulled his knee to Ghosts crotch rubbing against it.
  "Ahh~" Kari tugged Ghosts shirt off. He marked him up, claiming Ghost as his. Kari's lips trailed further down, soon meeting with Ghost waist. He unbuttoned his shorts and pulled them down.
  "So you dressed up all pretty for him?~" Kari looked at the lacey thong Ghost was wearing, admiring the boys body.
"I-I wanted to m-make him happy." Ghost stammered over his words. He could feel Kari's warm breath on his waist, as he kissed along it.
"Can I?~" Kari tugged and the hem of Ghosts thong. H-he asked?!...What the hell happened to him? A soft kiss pulled Ghost from his thoughts, "Koda~ I asked you a question."
"Uh-yes..." Ghost turned away, his mind was screaming for Kari to stop. But his voice didn't speak the words.  Kari pulled down his thong, his member springing up. Please...Do something Ghost!! Ghost shuddered as Kari licked it from the base to the tip flicking his tongue over it. He caressed Ghosts thighs and continued to tease him.
"Stop t-teasing me Kari-ahh~" Ghost looked at Kari, "Please~" Kari loved it when he begged for him. So he gave in taking the boys member in his mouth slowly starting to bob his head up and down. He hummed happily around Ghosts shaft, knowing the vibrations drove him crazy. "Fuck Kari~Fasterr~~" Kari purposely slowed his pace, moving painfully slow. Ghost gripped his hair pulling it slightly, "Kari- ahh~ Please" Kari looked at Ghost smirking as he moved even slower. Ghost eventually lost it and bucked his hips upwards. Kari gagging at the sudden action, He's become more confident... Kari picked up the pace, occasionally gagging as Ghost matched his movements. Ghost felt a familiar knot in his stomach, "I'm close~~"
  Kari pulled away from Ghost not wanting his fun to end yet. He got up and undid his belt sliding his pants and underwear off, throwing his clothes on top of Ghosts. The two where now completely naked except for Ghosts collar and leash.
  "Face down ass up" Kari's strict demand was soon filled by Ghost, "Is the lube still in the drawer?"
  Ghost let out a muffled yes. Kari crawled back behind Ghost. He poured lubricant on his fingers. He inserted one into Ghost. He paused until he felt Koda relax. He added another, "When was the last time you fingered yourself sweety?" Kari has noticed how tight Ghost was compared to the last time.
"Not since...Maybe 14 months ago?" Ghost hadn't meant for it to come out as a question. Kari started moving his fingers making a scissoring motion.
"Poor baby~" Kari inserted a third finger loving the way Ghost whimpered. Keep up the act... Ghost buried his head in the sheets. He desperately held back his tears, Koi's going to hate me... I'm cheating on him. Ghost shuddered as Kari took out his fingers. Against my will... Koda's conflicting thoughts continued.
  Kari pushed his tip in drawing a gasp from Koda. He slowly pushed in farther. Kari had enough of a heart to wait for Shouji to adjust before rolling his hips again.
  Shouji bit his lip until it bleed. He didn't want this, especially from Kari. He want to be with Koi, to feel safe. Kari stroked Ghosts member continuing his motions. "Kari~"
  Hearing his name Kari grabbed the leash Ghost was still wearing and yanked on it hard. Ghosts head shot up, "Louder, Ghost~ I want the neighbors to hear~"
  Kari slammed back into Ghost, "KARI!!~" Fuck...He's never actually done it. Kari brushed off his shock and continued.
  "I-Im close Kari~Ah~" Ghost whimpered out.
  "Same"
Kari rode them through their high, coming inside the smaller boy. They laid on the bed panting for a few minutes before Kari got up, grabbed his clothes and left.
  It wasn't long until Ghost was in the shower. He sat pulling his knees to his chest as the warm water ran down him. "I'm so sorry Koi..." His tears started falling mixing with the water, "I'm such a horrible boyfriend to let him control me like that..." He sobbed feeling disgusted with himself. Ghost fiddled with the razor that he kept in the shower. He managed to get out the blade.
It matched so perfectly with his skin and left neat lines of red. The crimson liquid swirled with the water, dissapearing down the drain. Each cut gave Ghost a small high, and slowly released his stress.

  ~∆~ Kari had left the house to go to a club, Koi returned and went to his room, 9:48 pm ~∆~

  "Come in." Koi looked up seeing Ghost opening the door. He knew what happened when he was gone and he knew Ghost couldn't control it, but a small part of him was still angry. Ghost crawled in between Koi's legs and laid his head on Koi's chest. His arms held Tagame tight.
  Koi smiled and ran his fingers through his boyfriends hair. He paused feeling Ghost start to shake. "Babe?" Ghost hugged Koi tighter, "Babe what's wrong?" Koi lifted Ghosts head seeing tears roll down his face. Shouji sat up and clenched his fists, "I'm sorry Tagame..." Ghost wiped his tears, though they where soon replaced, "I should've done something...I'm such an idiot-" He felt Koi's arms wrap around him. "I cheated on you-...With him."
  "It wasn't your fault...I regret leaving you with him...I blame myself for this." Koi brought Ghosts legs around his waist so the smaller male was straddling him. "I'm so sorry Ghost...You never deserved that."
  Ghost looked at Koi, somewhat calmed. Koda leaned against his boyfriends hand as he placed it on his cheek. "I love you so, so much Ghost...and nothing will take me away from you." Koi smiled taking Ghost into a kiss.
"I love you too, Koi."

  The two had fallen asleep cuddling again. Koi's door was locked, he had wanted Ghost to feel safe. Kari stood outside in the moonlight smoking. I guess I'm not his world anymore...Im just an asshole. He dropped the cigarette and stepped on it putting it out. He went back inside closing the door and headed to the guest room. Suki sent me here for a reason...I can't get caught up in old feelings.
  Even though he tried his best to push them all down, Kari had fallen asleep tears rolling down his face.

{A/N: This was done on two different days, so sorry if i suddenly wrote differently or something. I cried writing this one and had to take many breaks from it. Here it is though. Hope y'all enjoy. }