He Only Lived Once

Part:8 Just ask

{ A/N; AHHHH!! Okay I'm so sorry it's been so long since I last updated and apparently people have actually read my story?! Anyways I'm sorry for everything I honestly was just having a hard time writing and finding inspiration. Omg I feel so bad please forgive me. Also please, please if you enjoy this series vote on it and comment requests. I'll update more often I promise okayokay onto the story <3}

  The sound of rain striking the window woke Koi up. He grumbled and turned over to pull Koda closer. Koi's arm fell on the bed sheets.
"Huh-?!" Koi sat up noticing his boyfriend missing. Kari...
  Koi half ran half jumped down the stairs holding his knife in hand. He turned and ran straight into another figure. Ow... Koi looked up meeting another pair of eyes staring into him. They seemed dark, empty and...sad?
  "Watch where your going, faggot." Kari brushed past Koi heading for the door.
  "Where the hell is he?!" Koi pushed Kari to the ground in his fit of rage.
  "Who exactly?"
  "WHO ELSE LIVES HERE HUH?"
"Oh, you mean the little slut. He went to take a shower." Kari yawned and stood up. "Oh, and put that knife away. We wouldn't want anyone to get hurt, would we?"
  And with that, Kari had left. Koi wanted to drive the knife through Kari's heart and watch that stupid smile fade. Koi paced filled with anger.
  "Why the hell is he here?! Why can't I just stand up to him?! What exactly happened yesterday when Koda yelled at me to leave? What the hell is wrong with me!!?" Koi threw the knife in anger. It's handle hit the wall and bounced off, falling to the ground. Koi leaned against the wall and slid down hiding his head in his knees.

  Koda sat in the shower letting the water run down his back. The steam made it hard to breathe but he didn't mind that. Instead he was focused on other things. What should I do? He has so much power over me...Koi probably hates me right now! I'm such a bad person...I don't deserve anything. He turned off the water and wrapped a towel around his waist. He knew it was only he and Koi for the day since Kari worked downtown and would positively end up at a party afterwards. Koda walked down the stairs his thoughts shifting. Kari interrupted me and Koi the other day. Maybe now's my chance. I mean, we've been dating for around eight to ten months now and still haven't done...it. it's almost frustrating.
  Koda turned the corner and gasped. "K-koi?!" He ran towards him and knelt down. "Babe?! Did Kari do something?!"
  "I-...I'm sorry Ghost." Koi's voice sounded...weak and scared.
  "What?" Koda wrapped his arms around Koi, "Babe what are you talking about?"
  "That day...I couldn't stop him." He leaned into Ghost, "I couldn't do anything besides...leave."
  Koda sighed, "I dated him for two years, Koi. He's always treated me like this...Yeah, it hurts and makes me scared, but it's not your fault. It's Kari's, he chose to be this way...he targeted me because I'm weak. You can't blame yourself for someone else's actions." Koi looked at Ghost and smiled. "Want some food Koi? Kari won't be here all day, plus he's only here for a week. Then after that...I won't have to see him again." Koda stood up and walked to the kitchen. A sudden wave of emotions crashed against him making him shake, but when Koi's arms wrapped around him, it stopped.

   ~2:30 pm~

"Koi?" Koda knocked on his door.
"Shouji, you don't have to knock."
Koda walked in and crawled into Koi's arms. He snuggled against his chest and listened to his heartbeat.
  "Ghost, what's wrong honey." Koi ran his fingers through Ghosts hair admiring his cuteness.
   "Nothing..." Koda didn't want to straight up ask for sex...but he didn't want to not ask either.
  "Babe, I'm not stupid." Koi sat up so Koda was straddling him. He gently lifted Koda's face to look at it. "Just tell me what's going on."
  Koda looked away blushing madly. "It's just...Well-uhm. I need you."
"Aww, I need you too-"
  "Not like that Koi!" Koda cut him off.
  "We've been together for a while and I want to go further with you! I-i need to go further with you..." Koda felt his pants tighten as his thoughts raced with what Tagame could do to him.
  "Ghost," Tagame flipped him around so he was hovering over Shouji, "you know you could've asked sooner."
  "I-its embarrassing..."
Koi pulled him into a kiss, his hand reached down and caressed Koda's thigh. He deepened the kiss, their tongues fought, Koi obviously winning. Koi's hand traveled back to Koda's shirt where he brushed his fingers over Shouji's pink buds.

~Kari third person pov~

  "Karishoma! Why where you late to the party man?" A man with brown hair smiled at Kari and ruffled his hair.
  "I told you to stop calling me that. And I had to work so back off." Kari smacked the hand away and stepped inside. He was greeted with the blaring music and smell of beer. He wandered over to the couch and sat down lighting another cigarette.
  "So, what's got you back here?" The brown haired guy took a swig of beer.
  "Work. And don't drink so much Derrik." Kari snatched the bottle away.
  "Aw, your worried. Anyways, what's your job this time?" Derrik plopped next to Kari.
  "Ghost." Kari huffed out a smoke cloud
  "Really? What do you have to do to him?"
  Kari made a gun with his fingers and pointed them at Derrik. "Boom."
  "You're going to kill him?! Haha! No way bro!" Derrik laughed
  "What's so funny?"
  "You obviously still have some sort of feelings for him man. You still love him."
  Kari growled, "Why would you think that?!"
  "You usually get a job done in one hour. You've been here for a day now, plus I can tell you had sex with him again." Derrik crossed his arms and leaned back closing his eyes. "If you love him so much, win him back."
  "Tch- You got it all wrong. Plus, he has a boy toy." Kari handed the cigarette to Derrik.
  "Oh?" Derrik blew out the smoke. "So why isn't the job done though? It shouldn't matter who he's with or who's around."
  Kari looked down. "Shut up man. I don't need your smartass opinion in everything."
  Derrik pressed the cigarette to Kari's skin burning him. "Don't. Start." Kari rubbed the spot and glared at Derrik. "You know full well that it's not complications, or it's because of this "boy toy". It's your own damn fault for not killing him yet."
  "...and?"
  "Man the hell up, Karishoma. I'm sure whoever requested your work is paying well for the job to get done. Am I wrong?"
  "No"
  "Speaking of, who is paying you?"
  "His step mom, Yuri. She took him in when both his parents died."
  Derrik sat up and looked at Kari, "Your serious?" Kari nodded. "That's fucked up...why is she doing this?"
  "Ghost inherited all the money from his parents and all their land and properties." Kari chuckled, "Plus she hates him for being gay."
  Derrik sat back and sighed, "His boy toy love him?..."
  Kari looked away and sighed. "From the looks of it...He protects Ghost with everything he's got and can make Ghost smile. He also seems to know more about Ghost than me..."
  "Must hurt." Kari looked over in confusion. "I mean, seeing him with someone else. You used to make him smile, and knew so much about him. He was your world..."
  "Until it came crumbling down..." Kari finished Derrik's sentence and sighed. "Doesn't matter anymore. Old feelings will always stick around, I just gotta ignore them."
  Derrik lightly punched Kari, "Go get some beer."
  Kari rolled his eyes and stood up, he started heading towards the kitchen.
  "And while your at it, get some hot guys too!!" Derrik laughed.
   "Why? You have me!!" Kari winked and dissapeared into the kitchen his smile dropping. He's right...It's good pay and it doesn't matter who's around. I'll strike tommorow.

{A/N; Omg I'm so sorry for not writing the smut!! I couldn't find any inspiration and didn't want to make it awkward or boring to read. I'll probably edit it in when I do find some inspiration, but as of now please forgive me. Quick fact about me; This story was originally going to start with the murder of Kari but after changes to characters I scratched it and made the beginning sexy bc why not QwQ. Pls vote if you enjoyed and pls tell me what I'm doing wrong or how to make this story better, bye bye. <3}