Soul Mate

Chapter 4

I woke up with a headache. I honestly need to stop having these mental break downs. I sit up and look around. I see Ale on the floor sleeping. I get up and walk to the bathroom. I walk right in front of the mirror and stare at myself. I see my black hair and my dark brown eyes. I look down at my knuckles and see the bruises that were left from last night. I just sigh and turn on my shower. I strip off my clothes and walk into the hot water and just stand there for a couple minutes. I couldn't help but think of Kairi. The boy who had me whipped. The boy that I would change my whole life for. The boy I hurt... In the middle of my thoughts I hear a knock. "come in" I said. I heard someone open the door. "You okay bud?" I hear ale ask. I poke my head out the shower door. "Yeah. I'm just really tired" I said. "I hope you know he loves you and will come back to you." Ale said. I just nodded my head. I really didn't want to talk about Kairi. I'm afraid I might cry if I think about him too much. It's going to be hard seeing him at school today but thank God it's the last day of school for us. I turn off the water and walked out of the shower. I rapped the towel around my waist. I walked into my room and get dressed. I guess Ale is waiting in the living room. I grab my bag and my phone off my bed and headed to the living room. "you ready to go?" he asked. I just nodded my head. He gave me a smile and we were on our way to school. When we got there Kairi was no where to be found. I honestly needed to see him. But I guess not today. I walked into my second period class and sat near Robert. Robert didn't say much to me. I mean can you blame him. He had to witness the split between my best friend and I. He just smiled. As we were taking notes, I noticed the tattoo on his left arm. It was a simple ocean symbol. Well at least he found his soul mate. I was going to ask him about it but I heard the door of the classroom open. I look towards the door and I saw Kairi. He looked horrible. He was wearing an over sized hoodie with black jeans. His hair looks like he just rolled out of bed. His eyes were red and swollen. My poor baby. The teach looked like she was going to say something to him but decided not to. I need to talk to him.

Kairi's POV (Haha y'all thought it wasn't gonna happen, huh?)

I walked to my seat in the back. I can feel Mattia's eyes watching me. I couldn't look at him right now. I sat down and laid my head on the desk. I just want this day to be over with already. Honestly, I never thought I would say this, but I think I'm in love with my best friend. I don't know it happened or why it happened, but it did. I think that's why I got so mad at him last night. I didn't like seeing him with Robert. I guess he doesn't like seeing me with Janel. I mean I barely even know her. I don't love her. I don't think I ever will. But it's hard because were soul mates. We're meant to be with each other. I can't just disobey the world and do what I want. Sadly, I can do nothing. I should talk to Mattia, but I know I shouldn't I need to keep far away from him. This tour to London is going to be hard now. Fuck. Before I know it the bell rings and it's time to go. I was trying to hurry and pack my things so I can leave before Mattia talks to me, but I was too late. "Kairi" he said. I looked up to see a red, swollen eyed Mattia. "What's up" I say in a calmed tone. "I wanted to apologize for last night. I was out of line." He said. Wait a minute is Mattia apologizing to me. He never apologizes. "It's fine. Don't worry, I was out of hand too. I'm sorry" I said. All a sudden I see a tear fall down his cheek. "Don't cry Mattia. It's okay I promise." I say and hug him. He started to sob. "I-I-I-I j-j-just can't-t-t lose y-y-you." He said. I hug him super tight. "You won't I promise." I whisper. I can never leave you Mattia. I think to myself. "Mattia lets go home. It's the last day." I say and he nodded. We grabbed our things and headed to my car. "My mom won't be home for a while. We can go to my house" he said. I nodded. We buckled up and off we go to Mattia's house. On the way there, he told me about his mom. He was alone and I left him. I'm such a horrible person. About ten minutes later we reach his house. We head inside and go straight to his room. He put his backpack down and jump on his bed. I took off my shoes and put my keys on his dresser and laid next to him. "are we okay?" he whispered. My heart melted at that. I never want to hurt him. "Yes" I whisper back. I feel him come closer to me. I turned and cuddle into his chest. He wrapped his arms around me, and we stayed like that. His chest was so warm and comfortable I can stay like this forever. I soon hear small snores. He's asleep. Good, he needs it. I snuggle closer and close my eyes. I wish this feeling can last forever but it can't. Tomorrow we will wake up and just go back to being friends. We will have to forget this ever happened. "I love you today Mattia. But only for today" I whisper. And with that I close my eyes and fell asleep.

Mattia's POV

I wake up and sit up on my bed. I slept in my jeans. Man, I must've been tired then. I look to my right and I see that Kairi was gone. Of course, he was. He wasn't going to stay here with me. "I love you today Mattia. But only for today." Those words continue to replay in my mind. He loves me but I ruined it. I did something wrong and caused him to leave once again. I get distracted from my thoughts by the phone ringing. I grab my phone from my nightstand and see it's Ale calling. I answer the phone. "Hello" I say. "Bro are you ready?" he asked. "for?" I asked. "Your kidding right." He said. I roll my eyes and get off my bed. "For what Ale?" I say again but in a more serious tone. "Bro we're leaving to London!" he said. Oh shit! "We'll be over in about twenty minutes so get ready" He says. I didn't say anything else. I hung up the phone and ran to my shower. I jumped in and quickly washed my body. I can't believe I forgot. Thank God I packed like two days ago. I turn of the water and rush to my room. I quickly drop my towel and try to find some underwear. I hear my door open. "Hey sorry Mattia, my mom wanted me to go home to grab my thin...." I turn to see who it was, and it was Kairi. Suddenly he starts blushing. I see him look me up and down and bite his lip. My eyes go wide. I forgot that I'm still naked. "I'm so sorry" he says turning around. I quickly grab my towel. I realized I got a boner. Shit! This is not the time. "It's fine. Kairi. I mean it's not the first time you've seen me naked." I laugh. He turns back around and nodded. He went and laid on bed. I finally find a pair of underwear. I grabbed some blue jeans and my white adidas shirt. "I need the bathroom, I'll be back" I say and walk to the bathroom. I hate doing this, but I need to get rid of this mess. I sit on the toilet. I grab my dick and I started to move my hand. I kept going and sooner then I thought, I was a moaning mess. I finally finished and got dressed. I need to hurry up. I walk out of the bathroom and Kairi was sitting where I left him. He looked all red. Hmmm I just shrugged it off and finished getting ready. Kairi didn't really say anything. He said we were okay, but I should know we will never be the same. Soon Ale and the boys came. We packed everything in the car and started heading to the airport. This is going to be on hell of a trip.

Third Person POV

Both boys had got onto the plane and sat intheir seat. They sat apart from each other. Their friends were starting to get concerned,especially Ale. He knew Mattia loved Kairi and that Kairi loved Mattia. But healso knows that their love was very dangerous. He knew this can be the start orthe end of something. Kairi plugged his headphones in and leaned his head onthe window. He just started out the window at the clouds. He didn't want tothink. He just wanted to be thoughtless. Whereas Mattia put in his air pods andclosed his eyes. He was upset that Kairi wasn't near him, but he knew there wasnothing he could do. He wanted to sleep so he can dream. He can dream of thelife he couldn't have. With Mattia asleep and Kairi zoned out the song played...

I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down
You and I both have to hide
On the outside where I can't be yours and you
Can't be mine
But I know this
We got a love that is homeless
Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours...

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