Voodoo Doll l.H {on hold}

That idiot

OH MY GOD IT HAS BEEN 1000000000000 YEARS SINCE IVE UPDATED I DOUBT ANYONE IS EVEN STILL READING THIS IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN INACTIVE ON ALL MY ACCOUNTS LATELY AND SCHOOL HAS BEEN STRESSFUL AND IVE JUST BEEN FEELING OUT OF IT IDK. IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO TO MAKE UP FOR THIS COMMENT RIGHT HERE PLEASE
Xoxo -ya girl Mae

AMBERS POV

"Amber wait up!" Michael yells as I continue running down the street. my feet were hitting the pavement harder than ever. My breathing was getting heavier and heavier. I did not want to talk to Michael. He didn't need to see my tear stained face and my bloodshot eyes. He didn't need to see that I was hurt. I kept running but he picked up his pace, and Michael was much faster than me. He always had been faster than me, one of the reasons I envied him. In middle school he had forced me to sign up for track with him. He had to stay back with me because I was too slow. I was "holding him back from his potential" as our track coach called it.

His hand came in contact with mine and his feet came to an abrupt stop.
"Go away Michael." I sniffled rubbing my eyes with my free hand.

"Amber I'm sorry I didn't- I didnt think that would happen- he likes you he really does."

"Yea it sure looks like it!" I laugh desperately.

"Amber listen to me." he yells stepping in front of me. "I know for a fact Ashton doesn't hate you and I was stupid to think a plan like that would make him admit he liked you. I fucked it up!! I was just trying to help I'm- I'm sorry."

I looked up at him, he was staring down at me in hope Id understand, I knew he was. I sealed my lips shut as my eyes teared up again. Before I could start crying again he pulled me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me. Michael was basically the only one who knew how much I liked ashton. How much I feared people hated me. who knew how much anxiety filled my day although my tough persona masked the majority. He knew everything. I gasped as my feet left the ground and Michael carried me down the street to my house. He plopped me down on the sidewalk and I dug my key out of my pocket, unlocking the door for the both of us. My parents were out of town. Again, leaving me alone for the week. I locked the door behind us and lead Michael up to my room. As soon as I reached the doorway I threw myself face first into my bed.

"I hate boys" I mumbled into my sheets.

"I'm so offended!" Michael shrieked dramatically falling onto a beanbag chair on the floor.

Hearing the TV switch on, I lift my face up and twist around so in facing him.

"Mario kart?" He questions holding up two controllers.

"You say that like you'll win." I laugh,

"I will." he shrugs

Two pizzas, 4 playful arguments, and 12 games of Mario kart later, I tell Michael it's time to go to bed because I'm exhausted and it's been a long day.

After complaint he didn't want to sleep on the floor for about ten minutes, I sighed, making room for him in my bed. He smiled, proud he won and leaped onto my bed making me screech.

"Michael it is 3 am!" I gasped

"You're right" he gasped too, glancing at my clock "that's early for us."
I nod shutting my eyes.

I guess I slept for about a half hour because when I was awoken by Michael's muttering the clock said 3:32.

He was standing by the window looking out my blinds.

"You're knight in shining armor is here" he grumbled.

"Wha?" I slurred still exhausted.

"He's pacing your backyard, I'm gonna take this pizza downstairs and chill but I'm not letting him inside I wanna see how this plays out." Michael says picking a box of pizza up off the ground and shoving a slice in his mouth before stumbling into the hall and downstairs.

I lift myself out of bed and yank open my blinds.

Pacing the grass was Ashton Fletcher Irwin.

"That idiot." I groaned, yet my stomach still fluttered at the sight of him shaking his curls at the ground and smoothing his shirt.

I slid open my window and leaned against the ledge. His head shot up to the window.

"Hey" I smirked

"Heyyy" he grinned awkwardly.

"What the hell are you doing pacing my lawn?"

"Well I was on my way home when I realized that I had this like little tiny crush on this girl and that basically she was never gonna like me like I liked her so I went to that park down the road and I kinda just sat there you know feeling bad for myself and shit and by then it was 3 am so I was like 'fuck I just told that girl I hated her' and then I realized I had to go to that girls house and tell her how I didn't actually hate her but really really kinda sorta like this bitch." He rambled before smiling his signature dorky grin.

"......Am I this girl?" I said slowly, knowing it would tick him off.

He groaned "yes it's you Jesus Christ."

I laughed. "Well, that bitch may sorta have the teensiest of feelings toward the idiot pacing her lawn as well."

"Really?" His face lit up. Oh lord this dipshit was beautiful.

"Maybe, I don't know I'm still leaning towards Calum I think I'm a Calum girl." I say mocking a girls comment on YouTube that was apparently a huge fan of the small band with only 57 subscribers.

"Very funny." he glared

I shook my head rolling my eyes as I spun on my heal and hopped down the stairs. Swinging the back door open. Ashton turned to me an stood there awkwardly.

"Okay but are you really a Calum girl?" He asked.

I sighed walking up to him and putting my hands on his face before pulling him into a kiss. I swear this kids heart was beating faster than mine and he froze before setting his hands on my waist and kissing back.

When we pulled away he smiled at me. It was probably the biggest smile is ever seen on his face, and said "I've been waiting two years for that."

My head began to spin. Two years, was it really that long oh my god I've been oblivious. What the hell was I thinking.

Before I could say anything Michael's voice rang out behind me.

"Told you so" he coughs

I spin around punching his arm.
"Don't be a jerk" I was blushing now.

"Would it be mysterious if I backed away slowly and hopped over your fence?" Ashton giggled

"Whatever makes you feel coolest" I giggle.

He laughs before backing away, half way over the fence he loses his balance and falls off the fence causing a thump to ring through the neighborhood.

Michael bursts out laughing before Ashton calls out he's okay.

"I'm leaving now pretend that didn't happen!" He calls

"Just get out of here!" I laugh

Michael was tearing up now still laughing.

"Shut up" I smile slapping his arm and heading back inside.

This chapter is weird and kinda sorta sucks.