A Beautiful Life [C. H.]

Part 2

The shoot for our upcoming video diary was pretty cool. I think I just am in a hyper good mood recently, it maybe cause we are just announced this morning that we're going to have few days off and go back to Aussie, which is really nice knowing it feels obviously like a thousand years ago, I mean, its a little bit hard when you are away from your favorite people, and just, yeah, it was pretty sickening to not meet them up daily just like you used to, and surprisingly I have done it for 2 years without getting days off in my own hometown. It obviously sucks when you know social medias didn't really help you.
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"Oh here you are our sweetie pie. How youre doing?", my mom hugs me a little bit tight.

I smile as hugging her back. "Im doing amazing, Im really excited to be here again!", i say.

She gives me a big smile on.

Then I walk to my dad and give him a hug as well.

"Im sorry mali didnt here to get you, she's got to be on stage in another town," he puts a little frown on his face.

"She told me already," I shrug.

Then we three get in the car.

Its kinda nice sometime not to be surrounded by bunch of people, I mean, I wasnt saying I dont love it when I meet fans, its just, I really miss being a normal boy at this 3 in the morning.

Praised the lord.

I put my beats on as we're driving down the highway, this fuckin jetlag is messing me up and bring me to my undisturbed sleep.

My way home is apprroximately 3 hours straight from the airport and thanks to god I have this chuck norris guy driving a truck as my dad who's being able to picking this son of bitch up from the airport with still widen eyes open.

Well, I bet you are questioning about Blossom right now. And yeah, let me just tell you that we have broken up like few months after I left.

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"Hey, baby! Um, you know, I'm sorry for coming to talk to you this late. I had bunches of people to talk with and theyre kinda, you know, asking me for pictures and stuffs, so, are you up right this moment?". I pressed send on my phone screen and impatiently waiting for my girlfriend to call me.

And yeah, she did.
Immediately did it.

I slided my homescreen which got me directly talk to Blossom.

"Hey, Blossom, honey!", as I said I couldn't help my lips from splaying.

"Hi," I still could feel her lovely accent.

"You know, I'm really sorry bout all these things. You aren't mad at me, are you?", I put a pout that she couldn't see.

"It's okay, Cal. I understand".

"Yeah, I know you do, you always do, dumbass, I re-".

"Cal", he called my name vaguely.

I wasn't answering.

I felt like something wrong, I mean, she just interrupted me, when the fact she never did that, she always used to seem interested with everything I tell her. Or no? Or she just pretended for this fuckin 3 years we spent and now she got tired?

Things just messed my head up.

This fuckin interruption was messing with my heart.

What's going on?

"I know you are there, Cal. Its okay, I know you probably are thinking about this thing that I just did. No, you no need to worry about anything, baby, but- Hey, Cal, are you still there?"

Stillness.

"Cal?".

"I'm here, go on", I said hasitately, afraid of every possible thing that could just get out from her mouth right a second or two after. So, I just let my ass rested on my hotel room's couch.

"So, yeah, I know, you've been so busy these days, and, um, and, yeah, don't you think it would be fun if you just don't have someone that just going to bother the rest of your life, like annoyed you cause of always-late-night-call craving. And kinda, it seems like I always demanding you for do it, and you know, I'm not, but the other side I really need to talk to you and make sure everythings alright and I just, I miss you, but its-".

I stared down blankly at the carpet as I really didn't know what to say.

It was a tiring day, and I was so glad that I still could reach her this late.

its actually daylight in here, but probably she got all the stars and moon over her head right now. Or maybe she just found out sunrise there.

I just, I actually felt bad that I got barely time to talk to her, and I'd always thought that she's just alright for some reasons, I mean, even when I always ended up thinking like, 'no, its not right', she's always assuring me that its okay.

And I know, right this moment, maybe when she awoke this morning, or maybe when she had her all-alone dinner this evening, this thing just bursted her mind out that she just couldn't stand this sickening relationship with me.

Its fuckin make me sick too, to be honest, for being miles away from her, but I just, maybe I'm too sure that it would work.

After a long thoughts, I came up with, "go on, I'm listening", knowing that she still was waiting on me.

"Yeah, I just, I think, it's me, that someone its me. so, yeaa, you know, its just going to become unnecessary thing you have to do ahead, so you just going to have time to rest yourself for those damn shows, you said, huh? Ha ha", she giggled nervously.

But my heart just collapsed right that moment, and my chest was really in pain, and my head was in ache.

You did it pretty well, Blossom.

"Cal? I'm so sorry", she barely said it and i just could guess that tears just streamed down her cheeks.

"Call me when you're all alright, okay? I love you, have a beautiful life".

And the phone was hung up.
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Its a bad one I know. I'm a newbie, sooooo i hope u guys forgive me. Leave a comment, mybe? Thanks&enjoy
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