Numb.
def: deprived of the power of a sensation.
I feel numb.
I feel like I can't reach out anymore.
Everything around me is dull.
What used to seem fun just isn't.
And I don't know why.
I want to be happy again.
I want to be the smiling little girl in those pictures.
People show their concern.
But I don't want them to worry.
When we say we're fine,
are we really?
Are we lying to ourselves to make ourselves feel better?
Probably.
But I just don't know anymore.
I don't know why I feel like this.
I'll tell you right now that I don't like this feeling.
I wish to be happy.
I want to smile.
So I will try.
We will all try.
Cause despite the darkness now,
there is hope.
There's hope for
all
of
us.
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