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  His eyes were looking right back into my soul and as I glanced back, it was like the whole damn chaos stopped. And I liked it.
  I liked it to the point where i couldn't see anything but his eyes, any other thing blurry around us, his pupils  glancing straight at me, waiting for my every move.
  I liked it to the point where my walls were slowly started to break down.
  I liked it to the point where i was aware it was wrong, yet it felt right and it made me enjoy the feeling that his endeavour was transmitting and shifting through my veins, mostly the way the curve of his lips never failed to shift into a 'slightly there' smirk that could melt or froze still everyone that looked at it just like a jellyfish.

  But my instincts kicked in and i was slowly woken up to the realization that you cannot give in to the enemy, to one of the person who is possibly behind your kidnapping.

Not only his appearance but his eyes screamed trouble, and half of me was attracted by it yet half of me knew something was off and i should try to free myself from this building. My brain stutters for a moment and my eyes take in more light than I expected, every part of me goes on pause while my thoughts catch up. The voices in my head didn't fail to distract me from the loud sound coming from the door where a masked man, who seemed to be his bodyguard, whose body has been standing there the whole time was approaching the both of us. I didn't have any clue to what was happening but i knew something drastic will happen and i wasn't prepared at all when in one motion, in one clap of a hands, one of the man fell with a tud on the floor and i was left glancing in terror at the sight before me. My eyes and my mouth were left hopelessly frozen wide open in an expression of stunned surprise. Sure, i didn't know him-- nor did i had any link to the person now laying on the ground, but i did feel more pain than i should have felt seeing him lying on the cold ground.

  My attention being corrupted by the other man's body, I was left surprised-- rather shocked when the masked figure who walked into the room not even 5 minutes ago, grabbed me harshly by the arm and rushed to the window nearby, throwing me straight through the open window.

A wave of pain shifted through my entire being as my body crushed into the ground, it felt like nothing i've ever felt, it was almost unbearable but i was trying to focus on something else other than the unbelievable agony. It felt like my bines were crushing beneath me, it felt like they were giving up on me. In seconds the masked man jumped through the window, landing beside me.

I had no energy to start complaining or protect myself or even fight in this state. The man lifted me up from the ground, more gentle this time, i wanted to kick, scream, do something in order to escape. At this point i was starting to question my life, what did i do to deserve this kind of treatment? Being thrown around.. I was missing home with all of my heart, even though i wasn't feeling myself completely there, i missed my parents, Sooyung.... Kai..
At the thought of that one name, a tear slowly fell down my face,leaving a we trace behind. I slowly started to lose consciousness and i finally gave in to the blackness.

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I woke up to the huge pain that was still throbbing through my whole body.

The pain throbs in my guts, it's deep and warm, but not in a nice way. It feels like someone has their hand in there and are squeezing my organs either gently or as hand as they can. When it wanes I can move, when it returns I can only hold still and breathe, breathe slow and deep until it had passed.
 
I try to stand up but a voice and a hand gently stops me from succeeding so. With a more like annoyed kind of groan i let my body fall yet again on the surprisingly comfortable sheet.

“Better not, you're going to hurt yourself”

I stood there, confused as to why they care after the damage the man caused to my whole body. I stood still, scared of doing something wrong and risking it all. But sometimes, in life it's worth taking risks, right?At least, that's what they say. I waited a few minutes, gathering all the courage throughout my whole, and attempted to make out three words but it seemed impossible, maybe because of the pain and damage-- or lack of knowledge of what was happening around me, lack of knowing what it was going to happen next, lack of not being able to predict the future. What if i'm just going to get myself in more trouble if i open my mouth? What if risks, after all, aren't worth taking? I wanted answer to all the burning questions killing my insides, jumping with excitement through my brain and wanting to escape. My brain was burning with what ifs, i got to admit i'm full of what ifs, but maybe, it's good to be curious,and right now, curiosity was getting the best of me, and i let it win.

“Who are you?”


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hi♡
guess who's back after a year? ME.
yesterday i remembered about this book and i logged into this account, i was surprised to be welcome by a lot of warm and sad comments about why am i not continuing it and i was disappointed in myself and really wanted to try to finish it so i started writing and it's literally 3am right now ahaha. i got these ideas yesterday while i couldn't fall asleep and immediately thought about this story! hope you'll enjoy just as much as i enjoyed writing them. love you and stay safe ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
and btw over 20k views? woah, very thankful <3, btw sorry in advance if there are any grammar mistakes!

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