Choke Me Daddy

8.

I agree, that argument was totally petty. But now what? We're both mad at each other and I  go back to school tomorrow. How am i supposed to act around Aria after that? I could just enroll in another school but then she'd think I'm weak and stupid. Hold up why do I care what she thinks, I hate her. But a part of me is still attracted to her and I can't help it.

Sometimes I wish everyone would get out of my life but then again I dont know how I would get through the school year without her. I'd miss her and wish she'd come back even for a day just to see her face again. Who can't love her dimples and her captivating chocolate brown eyes. Her adorable little face framed by her long brown hair, and the little freckles littered on her face.

I sighed as my cat Kookie jumped in my lap and started purring as I pet her. I smiled and kissed her head and looked back out my window gazing at the stars. I wish I could be a star, being able to shine brightly in the dark lighting up the city and being free up in the sky. Having no worries, being care free not worrying about seeing someone.

The moon shines so peferctly in the empty street outside of my house, casting shadows from objects placed around. The limbs on the tall trees swaying lightly from the breeze of the wind. The leaves bristling high in the trees, the air giving a calm setting.

As I start to think about how i should act tomorrow i worry. What if she tries to kidnap me again? No, I wont fall into her trap again. I was so easily fooled by her how could I be so stupid?

These thoughts continued to roll around my mind as it started to suddenly rain heavy. The lightning giving enough of an effect to send me to bed.

A sigh escapes my lips as I carefully pick up Kookie and set her at the end of my bed. I pull back the covers and lay down with the warm comforting sheets welcoming me into a deep sleep.