L4D "Protect and Heal" (Special Infected X Male Reader)

Real Monsters

Sophie's P.O.V
(Y/N) was staring at my drawings in silence. He was smiling, but he stopped when I showed him my drawings of what Daniel and the others were teaching me. Was my drawings that bad? He looks at each of my drawings and he said nothing. He was blank. He showed no emotion and was shaking a little. I hope he's not mad at me.
He stops looking at the drawings and placed them down where the pictures weren't showing. He then got up from his seat and bent down to my level and looked me in the eyes.
"What else did they do?".
I was scared to talk to him because he was scaring me a little.
"Sophie please tell me! Is there anything else they did? Were they acting strangely towards you?".
His eyes were full of sadness but also weird, Almost as If he would snap any minute.
"Their moods were the only things that began to change. It was scary... almost as if they saw me a certain way. One of the guys with tattoos of fire and skulls even asked me to show him what they taught me... I then told him no because I still don't understand what they were teaching me. He got mad and was about to hit me, but I ran and from there and they all were chasing me while shooting at me.".
He grabbed my shoulders and looked me dead in the eye.
"Don't you ever draw those things they taught ever again. What they were teaching you is wrong and terrible. They were teaching you bad things.".
I didn't understand what the drawings meant but I didn't like drawing it either. They were weird and scary to me, so I nodded my head ok so (Y/N) would know that I know not to draw those drawings again. I was getting tired and (Y/N) picked me up and put me in his bedroom where he covered me and left water on the side for me. He was nice and sweet. I soon doze off and began to dream.

(Y/N)'s P.O.V
I closed the door and made my way outside. Everyone saw me and smiled, but I didnt smile back. They looked at me confused but I didn't care. All I knew was my mind wasn't in the right state of mind. All that went through my head was those guys blood on my hands.

Zoey's P.O.V
Something was wrong with (Y/N). He looked as if someone just shot his heart out.
Witch was the first to approach him and ask what was wrong. All the others were looking at him too  waiting for him to answer. Witch was trying to get him to talk and to answer, but we were all surprised when he hugged her tight and began to cry in her shoulder. He was crying uncontrollably and it was extremely troubling. The rest of us all rushed towards him and started asking what was wrong, but he was crying so hard and so much we could hardly understand him.
What the hell happened?
I left the group real quick to check up and Sophie to see what was wrong cause this is all to sudden.

Witch's P.O.V
My heart was hurting for (Y/N). I never seen him cry like this and how hard he was crying he was making me want to cry. I tried asking him what was wrong, but he cried even harder and louder. The others were very concerned and was trying to get an answer out of him, until he said something that shocked us.
"I'M GONNA KILL THEM!"
He now looked aggressive while crying repeating his words "I'm gonna kill them! I'm gonna kill them!" He started to remind me of my kind very much. The difference was my kind only cried to lure in prey, but some like me cry because we are hurt and only want to be recognized as people not as monsters. (Y/N) treated me like how I wanted to be treated, and he promised me to never do me any harm and I love him for that. Now here he is crying his eyes out and I don't know what to do, All I could ask was what happened.
He started to calm down, but his crying never ceased. He was about to say something but I cut him off by placing my hand on his mouth.
"Let's go inside and rest... your clearly hurting". He didn't refuse so we both went up stairs. He was still crying as we walked upstairs and towards my bedroom. I lay him down and sat down beside him hoping by morning he will be calm and tell us what happened. As I was getting up (Y/N) grabbed my arm and looked deep into my eyes "P-please don't leave." Just that alone broke my heart, I layed down beside him with my back facing him and he hugged me close and tight trying to calm down. What made him like this... I've seen many people in there most venerable state, but this took the cake. I just hope he can tell me. I look at him again and saw that he cried himself to sleep. I turned around to face him and I see how much sadness and hurt was written on his face. However there was something else... a sense of hidden anger and terrible intentions was looming behind those tears and pain.
What happened to you (Y/N)?