Love Lost, Soul gone

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A WEEK LATER

Today is Lucas funeral and Jamal was no where to be found after he killed him

I woke up in Lucas's room sleeping in the shirt he gave me to sleep in on the night I lost him.

I stood up and walked to his drawer and found the ring he had given me the day he officially asked me to be his girlfriend. When my life went to shit. I looked in the mirror and saw that it was obvious I was crying the night before.  I walked out of his room to go get some clothes to wear to his funeral today. I saw Jacob looking for his underwear. I opened the closet and threw this together

As I looked at my outfit I began to cry silently

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As I looked at my outfit I began to cry silently. Jacob seen me though and he moved as fast as he could to comfort me. I cried harder as I wrapped my arms around his waist. He kissed my forehead.

"I know its not fair mi amor" He whispered in my ear.

I just cried harder into his bare chest.

"You need me to help you?" He asked

I didn't respond but to him that meant yes. He put his crutches down grabbed my hand and lead me to the bathroom. He limped but, he just refuses to use his crutches. But, honestly he's got better at walking without them. We walked in and he closed and locked the door. I just sat on the tolet as he went and started bath water.

"Jacob you know you don't have to do any of this" I finally softly spoke.

"You took care of me So, I'll take care of you"

I just looked at him and he looked at me and smiled as I forced a smirked but quickly wiped it away. He lifted my chin to look at him.

"Look I understand what you are going through is hard but, don't forget Im always here for you. I know your not ready for a relationship right now and I'm not asking for one. But, always remember that you deserve to be happy. So, never feel like you have to fake an emotion if you not happy its ok" He assured me.

I just smiled extremely big as tears ran down my cheeks. He hugged me and stopped the water. He took lucas shirt off of me and I wasn't wear anything under it. He grabbed my hand and guided me in to the tub. I sat down in the tub and Jacob massaged my shoulders and sang to me.

I did start to feel better after a while.

2hrs Later

We all were sitting on my livingroom couch well except for Nicole. After that day she was gone too. All the guys had on the basic black suit. But monique wore this:

 But monique wore this:

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