As I slowly loose my innocence
I began to see myself as someone else
and I lost my touch
As my life continues itself
with darker phases
I loosed control
I saw my reflection
but
I made myself blind
In the thought I lost my beauty
I hated every second of my life
But as time passed by
I understood my disappointment
all my understanding , perspectives and opinions
I realized even if I loosed everything
I still have lot to gain
So I cannot stay lost forever
I need see my change and accept.