Part 2: Old Me.

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Shinso POV

"Good morning sir, what would you like today?" the barista asked me. I had sun glasses, a face mask, and a hat on so I wasn't harassed by paparazzi or fans.

"Just an iced black coffee, two sugars, no cream. Thank you," I said calmly.

"And who's it for?" he grabbed a pen to right on the cup.

"Hitoshi Shinso," I internal cringed, why even hid my identity when I'm just going to give my name?

"Really? I love your music. I'll get your coffee sir," he left to go fix my drink and I sat in the corner.

Everytime the bell would ring I would  look up. Not Kaminari, not Kaminari, blond, but not Kaminari. I looked at the time, it was 11:50, I hope he comes soon. I'm getting anxious.

I saw him bounce in and walk up to barista. He ordered and looked around. Once he saw me he hopped over. "Good morning! How are you today?" he gave me an ear to ear smile. I removed my face mask and sunglasses.

"Better now," I smiled. I watched a blush creep onto his cheeks. "You?"

"Great!" his hands flew back and he leaned back slightly in the chair. "My roommate got a date with the girl she's liked since high school."

"Alright, here's your black coffee, and your matcha tea. Have a good time on your date," the barista gave us our drinks and walked away.

"Black coffee?" he joked.

"Matcha?" I joke back.

"Hey! It's good," he laughed.

"And I like my black coffee," I smiled. "My iced black coffee with two sugars."

"Really? Only two sugars? Wouldn't that be bitter?" he laughed.

"Yeah, it's not bad. You wanna go to the mall?" I asked.

"Oh! Sure!" he hopped up and I followed behind him. "My roommate dropped me off, so I guess we'd be taking your car?"

"I'm alright with that, as long as you are," I smiled.

"Yeah it's alright! Let's go!" he followed me over to my car and got in. "So what do you want to do at the mall?"

"I'm good with anything you want to do. Hey, I think this is one of my songs," I turmed up the radio and yeah, it was.

(It's old me by 5sos)

"Shout out to the old me
And everything you told me,
Glad you didn't listen when the world was tryna slow me.
No one could control me,
Left my lovers lonely
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me.

Never a night alone,
Anywere you wanna go
Woke up in the morning wearing someone clothes
Pictures on my phone
With people I don't know
Woke up in the morning thinking how the hell'd make it home
And they wondered how long I could keep it up
While I wounder if I'd ever get enough
And I did some shit I never shoulda done
I'd do it over now, I'd do it over.

Shout out to the old me
And everything you told me,
Glad you didn't listen when the world was tryna slow me.
No one could control me,
Left my lovers lonely
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me
All the mistakes, I made
Whatever price, I paid
Shout out to the old me
And everything you showed me
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me.

Another round here we go
Going blow for blow
Look in the mirror take the punches that I throw
I'm constantly reminded of the compromises by all the people from my past I had a hard time letting go.
And they wondered if I could keep it up
While wondered if I'd ever, if I'd ever get enough
And I did some shit I never shoulda done
I'd do it over now, I'd do it over

Shout out to the old me
And everything you told me,
Glad you didn't listen when the world was tryna slow me.
No one could control me,
Left my lovers lonely
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me
All the mistakes, I made
Whatever price, I paid
Shout out to the old me
And everything you showed me
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me.

Devil at my door
Got me knockin' knockin' knockin' on the other side
Ashes on the floor
But I'm walkin' walkin' outta here alive.

Shout out to the old me
And everything you told me,
Glad you didn't listen when the world was tryna slow me.
No one could control me,
Left my lovers lonely
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me
All the mistakes, I made
Whatever price, I paid
Shout out to the old me
And everything you showed me
Had to fuck it up before I really got to know me."

"Sorry for singing along, that songs kinda special for me," I rubned the back of my neck nevrously.

"Woah, your singing voice is really pretty Shinso," Kaminari said calmly. "What's it about?"

"Oh, it's an ex. We were talking and he had cheated, but I couldn't saw anything out right because I wasn't out yet," I rubbed the back of my neck.

"That rough dude," he said trying to comfort me.

Word count: 895

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