~Chapter 4~

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Dan's POV

I don't remember falling asleep, but I remember my dream after waking up all to well. I was in my bed crying. I was holding a note in my hand that read:

I am sorry, I love you ever so much. You know I do, but I can't stay here it will hurt us both much more than it would if I stayed. I know it's only been a while since we ended things, but I can't stand to see you like this and I can't stand for you to see me like this either. My dearest Dan I will always love you more than I love youtube, video games, Dil, and life it's self. - Your best friend and ex, Phil Lester.

Thenthere was the date, and next to me my phone was lit up with the time and date. He had left three days ago and I obviously hadn't moved since then. I hadn't showered, ate, slept, the only thing I had done was gotten up to pee and that's only because I had only the smallest bit of dignity to not pee my self. Everything else didn't matter because Phil was gone.

I wake up to Phil shaking me awake. My eyes are filled with tears and they are streaming down my face. "Dan are you okay?" He kind of shouted with worry in his voice. I quickly threw my arms around him and pulled him to me. I hugged him and pulled him down to lay with me. I wouldn't let him go, but I let him turn towards me. I kissed his forehead and stared at him. He looked at me and repeated himself "Dan are you okay?"

I kissed his cheek and stared at him for a long time before replying "Phil promise me you'll never leave." He suddenly had a face filled with realization.

He then pulled me in close and put his lips right next to my ear, "I promise," then kissed my ear, then my cheek multiple times, until he arrived at my lips. Where he hesitated and stared into my eyes and smiled. Then kissed me.

After kissing for several minutes my phone started ringing which made me jump and accidentally push Phil out of the bed. He screamed before he laughed. "Sorry." I said.

He laughed and said "Don't worry about it mate, it's fine." I smiled and turned and got my phone. It was my mum. I stood up and answered the phone. I walked over to the other side of the bed and helped Phil up, while on the way to the kitchen to speak to my mum.

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So I wrote another chapter. I hoped you liked it. I keep planning stuff in my head and this book is really good, but that's just what I think.... Anybody else like it?

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