Dan's POV
The next thing I know we are in Phil's room making a video. I remembering telling Phil I wanted to do this, thinking of how this would go. Phil and I take hours editing videos after making them together because of the stuff that happens. Mostly kissing, and us making remarks of us being together. Today we wouldn't have to. We could leave it all in. "Are you okay?" I barely Phil say. My thoughts are really loud and my face hurts from smiling but my stomach hurts from nervousness. " yeah, I'm fine. Are you ready to do this, Phil." He smiles before leaning over and kissing me. He starts the camera and the first question we do is a Phan question. Phil reads it: when are you guys coming out as being together? I look at him and he leans over towards me in a silly way and I grab his face and kiss him, seriously and passionately. I loved him, but I shouldn't do this, we shouldn't. How could we? Why should we? I stopped kissing him for a minute and thought about what were we doing. How could we. We were going to tell the whole world. I laid down on Phil's bed and started to cry. Phil leaned in and kissed my forehead. "what's wrong" he said. This is made me realize why I loved him, why we were doing this. Not for anyone else, not for YouTube, not for attention, but for us. So we could be ourselves. So we could be who we wanted in public. That's when I grab him and kiss him one more time, before sitting up and looking directly into the camera. I say "I love this man right here. He is my best mate. He is my boyfriend. He is my everything. I love this man." Phil stops and stares at me for what feels hours. Then he leans over "I love you too Dan." he whispers in my ear then kisses my cheek. Phil was crying too. When had he started to cry? Why was he? He obviously didn't want to talk about it so I didn't say anything.
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CAT WHISKERS!!!!!!!!! >•<
