Horizon- A RoNakshi Short Story

Part three

This part is for all who asked for some mature romance.doing it here first time,apologies for this if it doesn't turn out as good as you expected +18 so kiddos please stay away.
Fixing his eyes directly to hers he tightened the grip he had on her waist,atop her silky bathrobe. After five freaking years of her void, two freaking months of a false heartbreak thinking that he had lost forever, rohit sippy was having so much of rushing emotions throughout his whole being right now.
And sonakshi,caged in his arms realized that she had indeed fooled herself to be so strong over the years,ulta she has just been burying herself in a whole illusion of being recovered from loosing him. The truth was that she never had gotten over him. Every night of the past five years she had not been able to fall sleep at once. Her tossing and turning always used to end with the imagination of him dragging her to his embrace from behind and kissing her hair to comfort her,and that was when she could finally fall asleep.
Two hearts,two people,two souls that were yearning to be one have finally met and the fire that has erupted in the cold untimely winter of Westminster among them was not going to end tonight. He noticed how she was trying to still hide her resurfacing emotions but her eyes failed her big time. He was seeing his sona who cried in his arms while he confessed his love five years back,once again right now. Sonakshi rastogi,aaj toh tum gayi.he chuckled mentally.
His hand travelled behind her back and then up her nape to the towel that was wrapping her hair,and within few milliseconds his fingers took it off of her. Her wet hair dropped down to her face and to her sides and back, and sonakshi was glad she could hide her emotions behind them.he bent down over her shoulder,taking in that scent of her whatever fruity shampoo,but what he was seeking for was her own enchanting body scent she always had on  from those days.he closed his eyes when he inhaled that very scent of her again.
Feeling his warm breath against her ear,she grabbed his robe at his shoulder and tried not to make it obvious by quickly releasing it,but rohit who sensed it and who didn't want to loose this battle tonight placed his lips directly against her ear.that moment she couldn't help her fingers reflexively tightening around that same place on his shoulder again. She felt her breath hitching at the throat but gulped down hard to hide her going breathless.
"toh kya keheti thi tum...ki koi effect nahi hein right? "
He husked against her ear then.
"Haa nahi hein." She replied quickly without a pause. He smirked but she had not seen that.
"Toh chahein jo bhi ho..Tume koi farak nahi padna chahiye...right?" He asked,the last word weighed more than others.
"Right."
"Fine.i will not hold any responsibility to whatever happens from now on,miss rastogi. After all,you said 'right'."
She sighed,already seeing her loosing this.
His lips were yet almost on her left ear and his left hand on her waist. His hand on her right went around her shoulder from behind and he then sided the hair strands falling on to her left shoulder from there to away,exposing her neck to him. He stared at her creamy skin and the fastening breath without any hesitance.She tried to not even look at his face that moment, bu her peripheral vision showed her how his looks were turning passionate supra added to his anger that was still intact. The next moment his lips claimed her neck,his stubble turned her crimson red. Nuzzling her skin with his lips,he drew her closer to him and sonakshi closed her eyes,unable to bear this sweet torture he was giving.
"Aakhen bhand mat karo sonakshi...tumne toh kahata ki tume koi farak nahi padtha."
She shot open her eyes,this man is unbelievable.how did he even see me closing eyes.wasn't he busy...claiming... her thoughts were interrupted again.
"Why are you wondering about how I saw you closing your eyes...tume toh koi farak nahi padta...right..."
He brushed his lips against her collarbone,and at the least moment miss sonakshi expected it, he slightly grazed her or may be bit her there,whatever she didn't know.it was  making her hiss in shock though it really didn't hurt her,  but of course brutally turned her on.
"Ouch...koi turn on hui? Mujhe toh laga usse toh farak nahi padta..."
He looked at her eyes,raising an eyebrow while asking it.
Sonakshi Rastogi hated herself for loving that rusty look on his face.
His lips rested at her pulse point next,but the heart surgeon was feeling it for the the first time by his lips instead of his thumb tonight.
"Carotid pulse thoda zyaada thez hein...farak toh nahi padta hein na?" He questioned her,making her look at him by holding her chin from his fingertips.
"Nahi toh.Nahi padta hein.thez hein right? Shyaad marne jaa rahi hoon mein. Issiliye eisa hota hoga." She snapped at him at an unexpected moment.
That moment when she spoke about death,which she hasn't talked ever during their relationship till date his heart skipped a scary beat.no matter how many times he has seen deaths in front of his eyes the very thought of what sonakshi just uttered shook him to the last nerve of his entire being.
"Thez hone se nahi,yahaan ki pulse rukhne se hi maut declare kar jaata hein." He gritted his teeth trying to hide his tension in his anger.no matter what happened,he still possessed that habit of uttering the most weirdest thing at the weirdest of time.
"Achcha hua jaan gayi mein bhi. Kahi likke rakhungi ki ek din meri maut bhi professer Rohit sippy khud declare karenga, yahaan ki rukhi hui pulse check karke." She said again at him, probably wanting to hurt him but her words ended up tears trying to fill her own eyes.
Rohit stared at her,never in his life ever he wanted to be at that moment. A world without her being alive was never his choice though he could manage to live alone all this five years knowing she is fine and alive omewhere in this world.Why does the woman I love the most have the biggest ability of hurting me at the weakest point of mine.he tried to trace all over her face for few seconds as his pain and anger reaching the peaks of it.
"Kya hua rohit,sahi kahata naa mein.ek din jab mein bhi chala jaungi naa iss duniya se...uss din tum aaonge naa.mujhe alvida kehene..."
"What the f**k are you saying?" He roared.
"Yaa tum aana bhi nahi chata? Uss din bhi would you chose raima over me? Kya pata ki achanak wo wahaan ayengi aur batadungi ki no rohit she only did that accident to me,she left me to die on the road.so let her die alone...that is what she deserves."
"Sonakshi shut up.shut the heck up.you don't know what you are blabbering,do you get that?"
"Nahi mein chup nahi rahongi rohit.paanch saal pehele chup thi.paanch saal se chup reheti ti lekin ab nahi.pehele achanak tum aaya,mujhe aur mere bachche ko dekhne.uske baad figured out ki meri koi shaadi nahi hui.fine by me. wahi  toh rukha lekin nahi,then you were claiming that my babies are not mine.aur kya kya karna chata hu tum.aur ab tum dekhne jaa rahe ho ki mujhe farak nahi padta yaa nahi..."
she screamed at him continuously and paused unable to catch breath. He was breathing up and down in his burning feelings.
"farak mujhe nahi rohit,farak tume nahi padta ta uss raat paanch saal pehele, naa mujhse naa hamari pyaarse aur naa meri hone yaa naa hone se..."
he grabbed her from her shoulders,and pinned her to the wall near them.
"Sonakshi.stop.this.now."
"Kyun...bohot kadwahat hein naa.sunne ka himmat nahi hein?lekin sach toh yeh hein ki tume meri koi keemti nahi thi.raima aaya aur jo bhi chahiye thi wo bataadiya aur tum yuhi eise mujhe chod diya.ek chance bhi nahi diya mujhe meri halat explain karaneke liye..."
"Haa nahi diya.mein deny nahi karta hoon.mera hi galati hein.bohot bohot bohot bohot badi galti hein.uss galti ke liye bohot thadpaaya mein ne. paanch saal tumare bina jeena maut se kam sazza nahi tha.lekin jee toh liya kyun ki I was always thinking that no matter how far you are, you are doing fine and at least thinking ki we are under the same freaking sky.i lived with the hope of seeing you one day.Thinking that at least mere marte wakt tum aayenge wapas mujhe ek aakhri baar dekne keliye. Uss umeed se jeene wakt toh tum wo pic post kardi. Jaanti bhi hoon tum ki mujh par kya beetra tha.eisa laga ki hamesha ke liye ko chuke hu tume.i couldn't wait to see you, I still wanted to confirm what I was seeing because I was in a bloody denial... "
He felt his hot angry tears taking a round down his cheeks.he wiped it from one palm and talked again.
"Mujhe yahaan koi conference nahi tha. Srif aur srif tume dekhne keliye aaya tha. Uss dono bachche ko dekhne keliye aaya tha ,pata hein kyun? Because I was considering ki it's ok,it's ok that I couldn't have babies with you... at least they...they..they are...a part of you..."
His voice started stammering at the end with sobs while sonakshi herself was sobbing along with him.
"And I still.... and.... will always consider them as a part of you sonakshi..... Un maassom bachche se mujhe kya dushmani honge.jitna I would have loved if I had our babies,I will love them like that. mein toh tumse srif sach sunna chatha tha.issiliye itna sawal karta ta...aur tum yaahan kade hokar batati hein ki mujhe farak nahi padta tumari hone yaa naa hone se? Ki mujhe tumari koi keemti nahi hein? Seriously sonakshi? Seriously?" He asked that seriously twice by shaking her from her shoulders.
"I will tell you something tonight.when raima's condition was deteriorating at my place that night, I held her in my arms.yes I did,I don't want to lie. I held her and told her that she is my fighter girl,so to fight to come back to life.i had enough strength and courage to see her fighting between life and death. I was strong and do you know where I got that strength from?" 
He questioned,sonakshi first had so much of emotions of hearing him telling that he held raima in his arms,and then his intense tears were yet undoing her.she was so bloody stuck between so much of emotions,unable to answer him.
"From you.That strength was something that you built inside me during those little months you were with me.That Rohit sippy was made so strong by you.You were and you are and you will always be my strength.It was always you sonakshi,no one could be my strength than you."
She was flabbergasted at his reply. He sniffed his sobs up and started talking.
"But you know the other part of it, had you been in that place where raima was that night,had it been you who were fighting between life and death,I would never have been able to even stand that sight of it. Look at me I cannot even imagine it.i would have died if I even see a second of you in that state. You know why, because as much as you are my strength,that much too more than any other thing,you are my vulnerability.You are my weakness."
He stopped,feeling his breath hitched at his throat making him it difficult to talk.
"So when the same person becomes your strength and also the weakness,I believe that is the one you love the most in this whole wide world. And Rohit sippy has felt that only for you,Sonakshi rastogi."
He didn't now even want to wipe his tears off. To the hell with my tears now, she should know this today, he thought. While sonakshi has no words possible to explain how exactly she was feeling for him right now. Literally it was like the whole pain he was suffering from was being soaked into her entire being.
"Then,in my life I have always and only loved you. And I will keep on loving you till the end. I love you,sona. I love you. Only you."
Rohit confessed,once again after five years whole heartedly. Now he had nothing to gain and nothing to lose.he was at peace and he knew she was too,from the way she was gazing at him with tears eyes.She indeed was staring at him,while her sobs shook her chest up and down. He cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears from his thumbs and leaned his forehead on hers.
"Basically,mujhe tumari hone se aur naa hone se bohot farak padta hein.aur mujhe ye bhi pata hein ki tume bhi meri hone se,paas rehene se,mere pyaar se,meri touch se aur meri sab kuch se bohot farak padta hein.So don't.you.dare.deny.anything."
He concluded.
"Hmmm??" He asked whether she is clear with whatever he said right now. She nodded while her sobs were almost in the verge of giving in and she was about to end up bursting in to tears on his warm palms that were still cupping her cheeks.
He kissed her forehead and stayed with his lips against her skin like that without breaking it for a while.after a while, he felt her hands slightly touching his body at the sides,for the first time in many years,his touches were being reciprocated. He smiled to himself among his tears,knowing that his sona was coming back to him and today nothing was going to come their way.
The mid aged seemingly mature man suddenly thought of turning back to the ddlj prankster for a moment.soon as she was about to complete the hug, he drew himself apart.
"Now you sleep like my good girl okay..." he asked peeping to her eyes and nodding like he was pampering a little child,making sonakshi confused with it. He clearly noticed her shock, annoyance,disappointment and what not all together in her beautiful face. Her eyes blinked as if to scream whaaaaat!!! He chuckled inwardly. he faked a very gentleman look and took a step back from her. And started walking away towards the door.
He halted when he got dragged from behind, which he of course well expected. Looking behind he saw her glaring at him and before he knew he got drawn back to her.
"Professer yaa Doctor, yaa whatever.tumara bhadda mazaak karne ke aadat ab tak nahi gaya hein na?" She started pushing him behind by hitting him at his chest like she did when he put her in the car boot years back. He got pushed behind purposely acting all innocent.
"Arey mein ne kya kiya..."
"Kya kiya? Poocho kya nahi kiya?" She kept hitting him.
"Haan toh kya nahi kiya..." he gave a dumb look.
"Wahi.jo tum ab tak karne ke koshish kiya..."
"Mein kya koshish kiya..."
"Rohit,mujhe yaahan iss haal mein...eise beechein chod kar kese jaa sakte hu tum...."
"Kya haal mein sonakshi...what beech mein..."
She made her eyes tiny and made the guess which was totally correct. Ok so if you are like that, then I am too not less of you mister. professor. She thought.
She yawned making him startled.
"Arey meri Baal ke haal dekha? Teek se dry bhi nahi hua tum towel bhi remove kardiya. See ab dry karna padega...isske beechmein tum bhi jaa rahe ho. Useless..." she complained making an uninterested face and started to go to the dressing table to get her dryer out. He bit his lower lip very well knowing her now.
"Sonakshi..."
He called but she was humming some song and was walking.
"Sona..." his voice turned huskier.
She still was ignoring him. And then in the next moment he twirled her from the arm and made her locked in his arms.he cupped her cheeks and their room was so silent that they could have even hear their hearts beating fast.
"Aaj ke baad,jab mein apne sona ko aawaz dete hoon naa,don't you dare walk away from me. Got it?" He whispered against her lips,yet a tiny gap between them.
Sonakshi grabbed him from his robe to her tiny height yet perfectly fitting to his arms, and the next moment her lips met his turning the snowing night to a burning summer hotness. Their eyes closed as their hands travelled around their bodies and then his disobedient hands ran up her hair further deepening the kiss. At one moment his tongue darted on to her lips,making them apart and once he probed into mouth their tongues started fighting for dominance. She cuddled to himself more feeling that her legs were giving in and fearing that she would fall down any moment now.
Rohit sensed it and his hands travelled down to her waist and a little below to her hips before he held her into him for support and sonakshi undid the knot of his robe, making his masculine scented warm chest exposed. Her hands travelled all over his chest and back, making him groan in pleasure still engaged in that earth shaking kiss. He tasted her sweet lips again and further kissed her. They parted breathing hard after so long, and they both held into each other resting against the foreheads.
"That was..." he smirked.
"You made me breathless,rohit sippy." She whispered.
He looked into her eyes with a very serious look.
"Mein bina saas lie zingda tha.phir tum mujhe aagayi,saas lena sikhane.phir achaanak wo har saas lekar chali gayi mujhe chod kar. Aur ab kehe rahi hoon ki I made you breathless,sonakshi rastogi?"
He whispered tucking her hair behind her ears. She took a breath up and cupped one cheek of him against his stubble.he shut his eyes in responsively.
"Yeh dialogue toh ddlj ki nahi hein..." she uttered then started laughing making him open his eyes in shock,and then threw her into a laughing fit by moving her head to either side and back. He stared at her for once.
"Dikhaunga ki kahaan ke ideas hein..." he uttered before noticing her neck which was exposed to him while she was still laughing throwing her head back. He bent to her claiming her neck at her clavicle and she drew herself straight shocked at the sudden assault  and wrapped her arms tightly around him.
"Rohit...aah.."
"Arey ab bhi eisa moan karunga toh sach mein karte wakt kese moan karenge..."
"I will find new ways."
"Achcha...?"
"Haaa..."
he took her to his arms in one swift move and carried her to the bed. She kept placing butterfly kisses along his stubble,his neck and also his chest while being carried by him. He fell to the bed with her securely in his arms and quickly rolled her against the mattress beneath him.
"Calm down,surgeon."
"Five years of celibacy.kese calm down karu ab? I am sorry but aaj,you are done for life sona."
"Happily for you." She replied.
He placed his hand on her knot of the red silky cloth complimenting her skin and looked into her eyes,she gave a look of inviting to continue. Then his obviously skilled surgeon fingers undid the knot within seconds. He slowly exposed her to him and looked into her eyes again, he didn't fail to notice the red blush that was creeping to her face already.
"Sona.. look at me..."
"Rohit please..."
"Look.at.me."
She opened her eyes and met his dark eyes filled with desire.
"You are so beautiful,sona." He exclaimed making her smile in a shyness that he loved to see. Next moment he lowered himself against her and rested his head against her beating heart. She cupped his head and made him cuddle more into her warmth.
He brushed his lips against her perfect firm mounds and she closed her eyes again and at the next moment he suckled the taut tip of it while playing his fingers on the other. She felt a brand new sensations rushing up and down her whole being, been touched for the first time,from the only man she loved all in her life. His name effortlessly escaped her lips.
"Rohi...t.."
He was not in a mood to stop now.his growing erection alerted him the first time and she felt him against her lower body and her body too was reacting to the new found touches all over her body. When his lips moved to the other breast along the tiny warmth in                 between, sonakshi wrapped her legs around his torso,the perfectly sculpted one. Once reached her other softness He cuddled to her,sucking against her cream skin and then the taut peak driving her crazy for him with each passing second. He raised his head for a while from her and gave a shameless laugh.
"Kya?" She asked totally flushed against his body.
"Confirmed."
"What?"
"Yahi hein ki tum to bilkul bhi postpartum nahi hein..." he started chuckling making her turn red.
"Shut up rohit...badmaash..."
"Dekte hi pata chala lekin tume hamesha evidence chahiye toh peene ki koshi...."
"Chee.chup karo...Rohit sippy."
"Chup toh mein tume karwaadunge aaj."
That's when she realized that his hand has travelled down her south and already it was atop her sweetest spot.
"Roh....it no..."
"Yes..."
"Please roh..rohit..."
his fingers dipped into her sweetest core down there and she couldn't believe what was happening to her. She was in a pure overwhelming set of emotions,having devoted by her rohit.
His lips travelled down her flat belly and navel and he trailed kisses down that way everywhere. They both breathed fast against each other and suddenly rohit moved up to her eyes.
"Woh anklet hein naa."
"Ji?"
"Kissi ki saamne nahi pehenaaungi..."
"Par kyun."
"Tume kuch nahi pata.its a very turning on thing you know."
"Rohit..."she stared chuckling.
"No jokes ok,I'm pretty serious. Jo bhi pehenlo pehenla hein, lekin ye toh srif mere saamne."
"Possessive sippy."
"I don't mind." He replied and went on the way he was continuing.
Sonakshi actually hitched her breath feeling his lips and tongue on where his fingers were awhile ago and she couldn't bear the feelings he was inducing inside her crazily. She let out an innocent moan and soon was unable to differentiate what was real and what was dreaming in real.he consumed her sweetness meanwhile and he wanted more and more of her.putting right swift moment at the right time he was slowly leading her to her destination where he wanted to see her in.
"Let it go sona...I am here...." she heard him whispering.
"Rohit...I..don't....know..."
"Sona take it. Let it go sona...trust me..." he made her give in to those emotions that were taking her on a roller coaster ride and taking his faith she gave in to that new feelings engulfing him.
"Rohit...." she took his name reaching her first climax. he moved to her eyes and hugged her to his body,cuddling against skin to skin. She shivered lips against his shoulder blade and he  closed his eyes,making her calm down alongwith. Once settled, there was a long pause of silence as their heartbeats trying to synchronize each other.
"Sona...tell me when you want to stop." He begged. Meeting his eyes, she uttered than one word.
"Never."
"Sona..."
"Rohit...I haven't been wi.."
He placed his lips on hers,silencing her.
"You don't have to say, I know." He replied.
"I don't know how I deserve someone like you sona. Ddlj ki dialogues nahi.such mein, meri tarah ek number ki duffer tume kese deserve kar sakte hein..." he turned emotional for a while.she cupped his face and made him look at her.
"Iss duffer mujhe issiliye deserve karta hein kyunki wo sach mein mujhse bohot pyaar karta hein... aur mein apne aap se zyaada us par wishwas kar sakta hein. Aur wo jo insaan hein jisne apne dil par paththar rakhar mujhe apne khudhki growth karnekeliye,apne khaamyaabi mein aage badnekeliye mujhe jaane diya paanch saal pehele.... don't think I have forgotten how happy you were to see me advancing in my work and everything rohit.in that letting go itself,you carried a lot of love,unknowingly."
He started kissing her crazily and he knew that finally,finally,finally he was home. Home where she was. His sona. And tonight it is the prettiest night of their life. Their kiss turned to fire when they stopped cuddling and then rolled each other to sides and started exploring each other crazily. At one moment sonakshi out of the blue,undid the final knot that kept his robe in place and drove them both under the quilt and they were feeling each other everywhere for sometime.
"Sona..."
"Hmmm..."
"I need you."
She looked up at him,being under his broad frame.
"Forever." He said again. She nodded.
"Are you sure about this sona? Aur thoda dhar..."
"Agar ek aur filmy dialogue bolenge toh..."
"Toh Kya karungi?"
"Bandh karudungi har darwaaza."
"Kholana aata hein mujhe..." he nuzzled his nose with hers with a chuckle.
He lowered himself to here looking into her face.
"Say you love me,sona."
"Can't."
"Kyun."
"Kyunki meri aakhein bohot khoobsurat hein aur..."
"Bina kahein bohot kuch kehe jaati hein."
They both started smiling.
"I love you,doctor surgeon."she suddenly said making him silent. He drew himself to his closest proximity ever.
"Welcome to the life of mrs.sonakshi rohit sippy..."  he voiced while slowly entering her.
"Rohit...aah.." she hugged him tighter and tighter.he kissed her forehead easing out the pain and hugging her to his tight embrace. She kissed him all over his face with her overwhelming emotions.
The next moments were the most prettiest moments of the two people who made love without bounds absolutely. Their moans filled up the little space around them and they were going crazily in love. He moved in and out her in slow but steady rhythm,not wanting to hurt her and then they met their own pace which made them go uncontrollable over each other. She at one moment wrapped her legs tightly around him,making him sensed that she doesn't want him to move out anymore. He dipped his mouth back to her warm bosom,sucking it as if his everything belonged to her indeed now. His moves changed and her nails dug deeply into his shoulders and her lips ended up claiming his neck.
At that one beautiful moment rohit and sonakshi reached their prettiest union at their peak and they took each other's name a n number of times before getting lost in that
own sweet world of theirs. And then, they became one in every sense that counted.