Horizon- A RoNakshi Short Story

Part four

This part comprises of mature contents and conversations so kiddos please stay away. Stirctly +18 please.
A peaceful sleep to their heart's content,rohit woke up first in that snowy morning.
The first morning ever it was, where the only woman he loved from all his heart and all his life was cuddled to his warmth in one bed under one duvet in their own sweet world. He looked down at her, her eyes closed shut and she looked goodnessly peaceful, and he felt tranquilized in her warmth like this.
Her hand rested right on his chest where his heart was beating in a calm steady rhythm right now. Last night has been beyond explaination. He thought tracing his fingers down to tuck her hair that was falling to her face. She cuddled further to him sending one leg over his body and tightening himself to her.
He didn't want to disturb her beauty sleep but at the same time his stubborn heart was missing her awaken self next to him. All naughty, considerate, loving, and fierce selfed all in one sonakshi next to his rohit sippy the messy self. He lowered his lips and brushed them against her hair. And then her forhead. And then her cheeks. To finally she stirred and let out a sleepy moan. He brushed his stubble against her cheek at which she chuckled feeling ticklish in sleep.
"Sona...." he whispered against her.
"Hmmm..."
"Utonaa..." he said smirking at her lazyness.
"Saune deejiye naa...rohit.kal....poore raat...nahi sauyi mein neh."
He kissed her cheek again.
"Haa toh mein bhi kahaan sauta taa. But see i am up.Tum bhi utna chahiye ab.phleasee..."
She opened her eyes a slight bit.
"This is why i told you...but you never stopped.now utagaya subha subha aur...."
"Don't lie. As if you meant me to stop just because you told so. Bhoolna mat sona...kaun zyaada moan kar rahi thi kal raat...rohit please...rohit yes...rohit don't stop...."
She closed her eyes with a shy chuckle and hit his bare chest on which she was sleeping till now and then placed her lips right there,kissing him.
"Tumare nakhre ab tak weise hi weise ho doctor surgeon."
"Don't sleep nah...see i am hungry." He whispered to her again. Making her shot open her eyes.
"So you need breakfast in bed? Wow tum kitna demanding ho, wo bhi first morning itself."
"Mera breakfast toh ab already bed par lagachuke ho.srif kaaneiki dher hein..." he said pinch the skin at her bare waist.
"Toh dekh kya rahe ho rohit sippy. Kaao." She winked.
"Nahi tume feeding aati hoga right. Mujhe bhi feed kardo."
"Achcha aaja ajaa meri ladla...." she dragged her to him. They both rested on their foreheads and started chuckling while rubbing their nose tips against each other.
"Sona..." he hugged her to his chest again and locked her in his arms. She nodded asking what.
"Teek ho tum..."
"Rohit you are actually becoming filmy haa..."
"No but in every movie that i have watched the man asks this the morning after."
"Arey saare ki saare uss type ki films dekha hein tum ne... chee rohit not good." She started laughing.
"Chup kar pagli." He started kissing her and they were lost in themselves again.
They held out of eachother to catch their breath and rohit hid in the crook of her neck thereafter. She carressed his head and then his sculpted back.
"Mein teek hoon rohit.hamesha keliye tumse jhud chuki hoon aur kal raat...wo mein kabhi nahi bhool sakti.I don't think i will ever be the same sonakshi if i loose you again."
He raised from her and looked into her.
"Mein tume aur tum mujhe ab kabhi nahi kho sakta sona.I am yours.In every way.Tum wo sab kuch hein jo mujhe chahiye. Aaj se har ek raat aur har ek subha, har ek pal hum dono ek dusre ke saat aur paas honge.hamesha ke liye."
She cupped his cheeks and placed her lips on his forehead. He felt his breaths calming on her touch against his skin, and overwhelmed with the emotions she was giving birth to, he hugged her to himself tighter and tighter.
"I love you my pagal.I hope you know that." She said looking into his eyes directly.
He nodded whispering a i love you more which she easily lipread and cuddled to her.
"Bohot thand hein sona...."
"Jhoot mat bolo rohit.heaters bhi on hein."
"Achcha wo heaters hein? I thought tumari gharminess hein jo ab mera poori badhan pe spread ho raha hein."
He said pressing her waist and closing the distance between them.
"Rohit..." she mumbled feeling him almost inside her again.
"Sona..chahiye mujhe tum..bohot bhook lag rahi hein i told you."
Their morning started with some intense romance again.
She noticed his sleepy eyes after around an hour, of their seemingly neverending love making. He was resting his head against her beating heart and warmth,drawing patterns on her skin with his fingers. He was either half way asleep or lost in thoughts. The second one, let me ask what it is. She guessed before talking.
"Wow.so jao so jao. Pehele mera neend thod di.Aur phir karliya wo sab jo tum chata tha. Ab sone jaa rahe hoon. Uto rohit sippy. Now i am wide awake and you can't fall asleep. " she teased him.
"Ek baat karne hein tumse..serious stuff."
She got concerned.
"Kyu hua rohit..." she asked looking into his eyes.
"Sona ayush and anshu bohot chote hein.you and me, we cannot start a family at this moment, we need to look after them.sona i think you should use protection till they turn at least one year old."
She smiled looking all over his face.rohit with the years and within one night has overtaken everything to his stride and she felt touched at the lengths he was thinking about. Uninvitedly, he was referring them as 'we' and him her and their twin babies, he has already started thinking so lengthly. she has given her everything to him expecting nothing in return, but in his actions she realised that he too is giving her everything that she have always dreamt for,dher hui hi sahi.
She rested her palm on his cheek and rubbed her thumb against his stubble.
"Pata hein tume ki tum kitna cute ho yeh sab sochte hue.kitna soch ta hoon tum."
"No i mean really. Its not easy to handle one and we have two. I don't want you to...you know...worry among priorities right now. They are our priority now so yeah. They should have that proper undivided attention."
She nodded and smiled.
"Toh mein saari attention un dono ko dungi ok? Surgeon sahab ko kuch nahi chahiye na? Its also ok?"
He grabbed her waist and took her nearer to him.
"Sona mera jhaga mein kisske saat bhi nahi baatenga. Attention ek cheez hein aur position kuch aur cheez hein."
"Arey but itna saara attention nahi de payegi tume mein."
"I know how to take it. Basically you have three babies to look after now."  He winked.
She cuddled to him pinching his cheek.
"Un dono ko samaalna toh aasan hein. Ye bade bachcha samaalna hi mushkil hein."
"Bachche toh bohot hogi tume future mein. At least five altogether minus me that is.Weise medical advice coming in, you will have to get the morning after pill soon."
"Haww wo toh meri paas hein hi nahi."
"Ok so pregnant hui toh mujhe mat daatna ok."
"Rohit tumhara hi galti hein,condom use karna ta tume."
"Sona Mein koi psycho lover jeise diktahein? Har koi jaga condoms lekar ghoomta? Coitus ki intezaar mein..."
Sonakshi bursted out into laughter at his reply.
He started tickling her.
"Bohot hassi aarahi hein madam ko? Aur hasso ab come on..."
"Rohit no no please no.please ahh...rohit.."
She started struggling to catch her breath while he tickled her everywhere.he stopped it in the middle coming atop of her.
"Weise i am not going to use condoms ever on you.I can have no bounds between us like that." He whispered against her lips.
"Aur saara protection mein use karu? How unfair?" She asked pinching his arm.
"No agar tum nahi chati ho toh mat use karo. Iss rate mein tum aaj ya kal saroor pregnant hongi bas. Baadmein mat daatna mujhe.i warned you already."
"Haa toh i won't daatengi tume.but cannot the doctor surgeon control his hormones and wait if you are so concerned."
"Sona mujhe dekhar tume lagta hein ki mein control kar saku apne hormones? Hum dono ko dekhar mujhe toh samj aachuke hein ki we both are very hormonal.chalo maante hein ki mein control mein hoga,phir bhi...tumse nahi ho payega."
"What? So i am the out of control one here?" She asked making a face.
"Not so yaar.I meant I was in my limits for you for five long years ok. a man waiting that long,you should really appreciate it."
"Here you,mein neh,poori zindagi bar rakh rahi hui sab kuch tume diya ok."
He looked at her reverently and kissed her forehead. Then he rested his forehead on hers and took a deep breath in.
"Sona....i love you." He breathed in.
She moved upto his chest and hugged into his cuddle.
They shared a silent moment of solace in each other's warmth.
A smile crept to his face after staying some silent time in her arms like that.she was drawing shapeless patterns on his chest meanwhile, placing pecks everywhere once in a while.
"Why you smiling doctor surgeon." She asked feeling that silent chuckle.
"I was thinking of what you said.. yeh hein ki mein control nahi kar saku apne hormones." He was dragging the topic back to pull her leg. She looked up at him.
"Haan toh?"
"Ulta mujhe lagta hein ki tume loose control hoti hein mujhe dekhar."
"Achcha?" She glared at him. He gave a smirk with a nod.
"Apne aapko bohot hot samajtaa hoon tum rohit?"
"Wo toh mein hoon sona."
"Wrong.its you who loose control over me."
"Excuse me what? I am in my control ok."
"Lagi sharth?"
"Yeah one hundred percent. Lets see then."
She dragged herself back from him and got up covering her from a duvet.
"Fine then rohit. I am not going to loose control the next time till you do. Lets see who looses it first."
He got up too after her.
"Fine. Chau bees ghante ke time frame pe mein apna control mein hoonga aur tum ye sharth haarne waali hoon.Dekte hein." He agreed.
How dumb could they both be!!!
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Rohit came out of the shower, looking for her. Their teasing was there for a while even after the sharth, but hearing muniya calling her she had to wash before him and go see what has happened. He expected her to be around but there was no chance such right now.
He was wiping his hair when she entered.
"Rohit...."
He looked at her in a startle sensing her sudden change of voice to a worry.he threw the towel and turned to her.
"Sona... kya hua?" He held her arms.
"Rohit. Ayush... bohot bimar hein. I didn't know he was fine yesterday rohit. I don't know meri galti hi hein i.... rohit he has running fever."
She was on the verge of tears. He made her sit on the bed and knelt infront of her.
"Sona calm down. Tumari kya galti hein. Tum kitna achche se dekh baal karti hoon un dono ke.."
"Rohit i should have stayed alert noh... its cold and was snowing...wo bohot prone hein zukaam hone se...i..."
"Hey... sona....look at me... dekho mere taraf aur suno. Don't panic. Come i'll see him. Aao. Kuch nahi honga usse.kuch hone nahi dunga mein usse. Alright. Mein hoon naa. Calm down and come with me."
He quickly put into his old clothes back again and went up with her.he checked the little one and looked at her.
"Sona. We need to take him to hospital. He got to be nebulized and then he will be fine.calm down, its fever because of his zukaam. Nothing else and ayush is going to be fine."
"isse lekar chalti hoon abhi hospital phir." She turned to get her coat. He held the little one to his chest and nodded.
He was patting on the little one to sleep while watching over the other when sonakshi came ready to leave.
"Rohit tum anshu ke saat yahaan rukho. Mein ayush ko lekar jaati hoon."
He placed ayush back on the crib and came to her.
"Sona tum kya bolti hoon, you are not going to go alone. I am going to come with you. Iss climate mein tum bilkul akheli drive nahi karengi ok that is final."
"No rohit.suno, muniya ko naah uske rishtedaar ke ghar jaani hein thodi dher mein.aur hospital dono bachche ko lekar jaana achcha nahi hein naa. Tum please yahaa anshu ke saat rukhona i will go show ayush to the doctor and come back soon."
"Muniya ke konse rishetdaar hein yaahan UK mein?" He asked in a huge confusion.
"Rohit please i don't know who exactly uski didi ki family hein i don't know yeh sab issi wakt important hein kya? Tum please rukho toh sahi yahaan agar muniya mujhse pehele waapas aayengi toh tum anshu ko usse dedo aur hospital aajao,ok? Please."
He nodded unable to bear sonakshi's worry.he knew what she was going through and he didn't want to behes anymore.
When sonakshi was about to leave home with ayush, the other little one too woke up from his sleep and started to cry so rohit carried him to his arms and accompanied sonakshi to the door.
"Muniyaa,anshu ki dudh feed karo usse.I will come soon." Sonakshi advised turning to the kitchen and took her car keys.
Rohit kissed the little one and planted a kiss on sonakshi's forehead.
"Go safe aur mujhe message drop kardo ok when you reach. Come soon." He said with a worry.
She kissed anshu who was cuddling to rohit's chest and gave rohit a kiss on cheeks and carried ayush to the car asking rohit to stay safe. And he closed the door behind and went to the hall to sit with his little baby boy.
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Sonakshi almost pulled over from the car porch when she quickly halted the car.
"Shit.yeh bhi abhi bhoolgayi." She dialled muniya's number.muniya who was making the milk for anshu had to put the call on speaker.meantime rohit came to the kitchen to pick the feeder from her.
"Didi..."
"Muniya i forgot to take ayush's hospital file.tum please upar jaao aur cupboard ki second drawer se uski file nikhaalo aur jaldi aajao ok.please. Mix mat karna ayush ki one lekar aaona please."
"Ji didi." She said cutting the call.
Rohit signalled muniya to take the little one and said that he will bring the file down and rushed upstairs.
It took few minutes for rohit to find the set of files and he quickly checked out for the correct name.
A little frozen moment followed, checking the name and rohit felt like everything stopped for a moment.
He reread what he was seeing,no he was not mistaken he read it right. He effortlessly took the other one's file and compared the names to check the names,unable to comprehend what was happening to him. Yes the names matched and He kept the files back and took ayush's one that he was now supposed to give sonakshi downstairs.
Rohit sippy's fingers ran through the name printed clearly, unmistakenly on the file once again.
Ayushman R. Sippy
The next few seconds that he took to climb down the stairs and go to kitchen, Rohit didn't know how actually he was walking or moving or practically doing anything.
He tried to stay calm and talked to muniya.
"Muniya ye jaakar sonakshi ko dedo."
He said taking the baby from her and went and sat in the sofa, hugging the little one to his chest.
He felt his heart beating against his ribs fast whenever he went it flashback to what he witnessed awhile ago. What could it be? I mean out of the all possibilites in the whole wide world, what was that. We solved off everything last night, kamse kam that is what i thought. Then what is that.
He patted the little one who was cuddling to his chest,as if he had met the lost warmth of the father once again. Rohit planted a kiss on his tiny head and held him tightly not knowing what in place to him next.
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As hours passed and sonakshi returned home, muniya was gone as expected and rohit was no where to be seen.
"Rohit..."
She called him while carrying ayush upstairs with her. Thank goodness now he was settled and as rohit said the nebulization clearly helped and he was in comfortable sleep in her arms.
Entering the babies' room, the site that met her eyes melted her heart. So this is why he didn't fuss much when i said i will be late to come from the hospital. Looks like the father-son has gelled pretty well in my absence. She placed ayush safely on his side of the crib and went and placed herself near rohit in the tiny bed placed near the crib,who was in deep slumber with their little anshu cuddled and sleeping comfortably on his bare chest.
She stared at her rohit, how adorable they looked together she smiled alone. Till yesterday morning everything was different, she was alone and now everything was three hundred and sixty degrees different way more. Rohit and her and their babies together, she felt so homely and belonged. They have shared everything now and yet there was something that he really deserved to know. Everything happened so quickly that she didn't have time to share this,she was going to tell him this morning but the baby fell sick that everything went thoda out of place. But now, rohit got to know it.
"Rohit...." she called up swiftly, caressing his head. He moved a bit in sleep and opened his eyes.
"Tum aagaye? Ayush kesa hein?" He looked around.
"Sau raha hein ab.jeise tumne kahaa teek weisa hua, nebulize karli aur bilkul teek hua hein ab."
He got up,with the baby in his arms safe.
"See i told you he would be fine sona." He smiled and went to place the baby on the crib.
She sensed something was wrong or was it? Was he still half in sleep? May be.
He came and sat next to her on bed.
"Are you tired?" He tucked her hair behind her ear and asked.
"No rohit.But hungry.Come i will make you something to eat."
"Let's order something nah. Need not get tired over that."
"Doctor surgeon and junk food. Really?"
"Come on sona. Sab junk nahi hein. Kuch order karlo, chale neeche."
He held her arm and dragged themselves downstairs.
"I will change and come,kuch kaana bana dete phir. Ye deliver log aane wale nahi hein, ab bhi time to time mausam karaab ho raha hein."
She said. He nodded and sat down. She was about to leave but came back to him again.
"Rohit?"
"Hmmm?"
"Tum teek ho?"
"Yeah why"
"No. You don't look so. Kuch bhi toh hein problem."
"Nahi sona.tum jao change karke aao please.weise i am also feeling hungry now.jaldi aana."
She thought for a while and went to change.
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When sonakshi was going back to the kitchen rohit too followed her and while she made noodles for them both, he sat on the kitchen counter watching her. When she was about to serve it to two plates,he grabbed her to him.
"Do do plate nahi chahiye.Tum kaalo aur saatmein Mujhe khilaado." He said.
She started feeding him, almost forgetting that she too had to eat.
"Arey pagal, tum nahi kaane waali? Aaja." He took the noodle from her and started to feed her in return.
She leaned to his frame as he fed her but noticed that he was not even holding her, maintaining minimal contact with her. Doctor surgeon abhi bhi sharth mein padi hein.she thought smiling to herself.
When they were done for the day, he silently took her hand and walked with her to the guest room.
"Rohit?"
"I want to talk to you,come."
She flinched at his tone, it was calm but yet she sensed something more.
"Toh baat karte hein?" He asked locking the door behind.
"Rohit,i want to tell you something." She said remembering about what she had miss to tell him. Now he got to know this.
"I have to ask you something too. But paanch saale pehele ke tarha koi coin toss nahi hoga, teek hein? Mein kuch poochonge aur tum mujhe sab sach kahongi,got it?" He replied.
"Kya hua rohit.You are scaring me." She asked.
"Agar tum kuch nahi hide kar rahi thi toh scare hone ke koi wajein nahi hein.ok?"
"Rohit?"
He took something to his hand and placed it on her hand. She looked down at it and figured out it was one of the baby files.
"Rohit wo mein ye toh..."
"Elaborate this sonakshi."
She was waiting for a while to get what was happening then she understood it. She gulped down and looked into his eyes which were searching answers in hers.
"Sonakshi what is this and when were you going to tell me this?"
"Rohit please.please meri baat suno.i was going to tell you."
"Kab kehene waali thi?"
"Rohit. Sab kuch bohot jaldi mein hua tha. Time nahi mila aur..."
"Time nahi mila? Kal se ham dono har ek pal saat mein thi aur tume nahi mila seriously? Ya kabhi nahi kehene waali thi tum?"
"No rohit no. Eisa nahi hein. Rohit let's face this, i mean kal bohot kuch hua ta aur ye ek bohot lambi kahaani hein aur thande dimaag se ye sab sunna hein tume. Kal hum dono..i mean uss arguement and uske baad...."
"Haa yes maanliya ke hum dono ke beech bohot kuch hua ta kal raata. Sonakshi uss bistar pe hum dono poori subha saat tha.baat bhi kar raha ta. Didn't you want to tell me about this then. I was asking you to take freaking protection. Bachhe ke baare mein baat kar rahi thi tab bata deta. Kya karna kya chati hoon tum aur kya hein ye sab. Mujhe kuch bhi samaj nahi aaraha hein."
"Rohit..." she made him sit and knelt infront of him holding his hands. She cupped one cheek of him and made him look at her.
"Tumari kasam rohit.mein bataane waali thi.i mean time nahi mila bas. Hide karneki koi iraadein nahi thi. Kyun hide karu aakhir mein tumse ye baat? Mere ye kahaani mein dusri hissa tum ho aur you deserve to know this."
He calmed down and his breaths shallowed.he looked at her.
"Why sona. What is this. I mean come on i don't understand this. I am not blaming you for giving them my surname, if you wanted us to be their adoptive parents that is alright aur i am touched ki tum mera naam un dono ko dediya hein.i own you and saatmein i own them too but kamse kam bata deta hein ki mein..."
"Baat wo nahi hein rohit."
He came down to the floor where she was kneeling down. He was calm but was serious. He held her hands tight and questioned her.
"Exactly my point.Toh baat kya hein sona. Please tell me. Explain this to me it is eating me up,mujhe eisa kyun baar baar lagta hein ki baat kuch aur hi hein..."
"Ye rohan ka bachche hein rohit."
She snapped slowly but steadily. He was flabbergasted.
"What?" Was all he could ask. He couldn't believe his  ears.
"Yes. Anshu aur ayush rohan aur meri behen pari ki bachche hein."
"Shit. Sona tum...." He said holding her to himself, unable to register what to do next.
"Jab mein yahaan aayi thi paanch saal pehele bohot kuch badla ghar mein.pari had told mumma that she grabbed some brand ambassador of an international company in US and had left home. I mean then she told she wanted to settle in there and she never returned. Meri saat baat toh kabhi banti nahi hein uski, hamesha eisa hi thi wo aur mein bhi apne problems se deal karti thi yahaan."
He nodded asking her to go ahead.
"Issiliye touch mein nahi rehe pati mein uski saat. Mumma bhi kuch nahi kahaa mujhse aur achaanak mujhe ek call aayi thi kuch meheno pehele.Pari thi aur bohot ro rahi thi. I had to fly to US. There i found out that she was pregnant, and shockingly it was rohan."
Rohit held her even tighter and they looked at eachother.
"Rohit i swear i didn't know she was doing this. Had i known before i would have stopped it at the earliest. I didn't know this was happening. Wo modelling sab jhoot ta aur ye US mein aana, wo sab pari aur rohan ki plan tha, apna chakkar chupaane. Chaar saale se rohan aata jaata tha it seems, aur jab pari pregnant hui thi,rohan has rejected to accept it and usne kahaan ki wo tanya ko chod nahi sakte. Pari wanted to avenge for it. She wanted to come to india and tell tanya so that their marriage breaks. She wanted my help for that. And i rejected."
"Sona tum kyun nahi aaya waapas? Aakar mujhe ek baar bata deti..."
"Kyun aau mein rohit? Jitna rohan ka galti ta. Utna hi pari ki bhi thi.Taaliya ek haat se nahi bajti.issme un dono ki baraabar involvment thi. Just because she ruined her own life while knowing the end result of it,i cannot let her go ruin innocent lives. Rohan ka galti toh hein, lekin issme tanya ki kya kasoor rohit? I didn't let her do it. Then she wanted to abort the baby."
He saw sonakshi's eyes being filled with tears. He wiped those tears which then streaked down her cheeks.
"I couldn't leave her there, she was out of control. I brought her here to UK. She was not paying any atttention, not at herself and not at the babies.i took her for the clinics and every doctor but nothing helped her. She was depressed and aggressive. I was holding on till her delivery somehow. Aur phir..."
she held his arms tight.
"delivery ki kuch sameein baad pari ajeeb behave karne lagi. Bachche ko feed nahi karti thi aur paas bhi nahi aati thi.aur ek din ussne hamari bachche ke jaan lene....ki... koshish ki aur uss din...rohit wo dono bohot tiny thi. Kitna cute thi pata hein tume. Un jeise masoom bachche ki jaan lene ki koshish. I was shocked.... mujhe... bardaash nahi kar pati. Aur tab pata laga ki pari ko postpartum psychosis hui hein..."
He nodded in understanding.
"Haa sona,aur medically wo ek bohot rare but absolute indication hein ki jahaan hume bachche apne maa se alag karna hota hein."
"Yes....pari ko hospital se asylum pe shift karwaaya hein aur...teek bhi pehele se zyaada hein wo lekin, not fully. Har hafte muniya ya mein jaati hoon usse dekhne,aaj bhi muniya wahaan gayi thi....remember you were asking..." he nodded a yes. 
"rohit...ye dono nah, ye dono meri hi hein. Mein hoon unke maa. Mein in dono ko kuch nahi hone diya aur naa kuch hone dungi kabhi...rohit mein... i will not loose them right....i mean, i cannot give them to pari or anyone again... i can't rohit... they are mine and....baatungi toh srif aur srif tumhari saat aur kissi aur ke saat nahi..." she was sobbing.
He dragged her into a bone crushing hug and started kissing her head among her hair. He kissed her shoulder and then again her cheeks and tighten his hug more and more. She sobbed and sobbed and sobbed in his embrace and he found himself crying his heart out with her.
"Sona...they are yours. Tum hoon un dono ki maa. Aur tumhari jagaa naa, kisi aur nahi le sakti. Kabhi nahi. They are yours and they will always be yours. Srif janam dene se maa nahi ban sakti sona,we all know what a mother does to bring a child up. That bringing up through years is much more hard than the few hours of labour. So asliyat mein, tum hoon unke maa aur un dono kabhi tumse alag nahi honga.Eisa mein hone nahi dunga. Sona they are yours and they are mine. They are ours and that is it. Got it? They are ours." 
He assured hugging her and kissing her endlessly to calm her down. She cried to her heart content finding all the solace in his arms.
He kissed her tears off and tucked her hair and calmed her down, like he used to do years back.
While she was calming and her sobs subsided rohit leaned to the foot of the bed and she leaned against his chest.
"Pata hein sona...saalo se pehele dad bhi teek eise kiya jeise aaj rohan kar chuka tha.jeisa baap weise beta..." he said. She looked up at him.
"What?"
"Sona mera naa, dad ke saat kabhi banta nahi thi kuch remember? You know why that was. He cheated on my mom and i alone knew that. My mom literally worshipped him but yet he did that to her. I heard he had a kid with that other woman.mom ki wajeise mein chup rahi thi sona. Warna mein kabhi...uske shakal bhi nahi dekhna chahiye ta mujhe mere aas paas."
Sonakshi entwined her fingers with his and kissed his knuckles trying to calm him down.
"Pata hein kya hua....aur bhi hein kahaani mein ki jiske baaremein mein bhi nahi jaanta ta...dad ke secret affair ke baaremein nishi bua aur YK bhi jaanta tha aur wo dad aur wo aurat ke bachcha koi aur nahi thi bal ki humari pooji thi sona.ye sab kuch mein tumare jaane ke bhi baad pata chal gaya tha. Bohot recently. Aur nishi bua aur YK meri maa aur dad ki shaadi bachaane keliye ye karchuke tha."
She held his arms tight to him and carressed them softly.
"Aaj saalo ke baad,hum dono bhi waha kade hein sona, jahaan nishi bua aur YK kade raha tha.aaj pooji ko jagaa hum dono ko anshu aur ayush ko lekar ghar jaana hein.tanya aur rohan ki shaadi bachaana hein." She noticed those red eyes of him, filled with tears.she cupped his cheek and made their eyes meet.
"Rohit...."
"Weise i don't want to save rohan.once a cheater we can never trust him again.given a chance i would have slapped him out of my family. I cannot be mahaan like you.but all what you did thinking about and for tanya,i cannot let your efforts go in waste. as usual, you have done it for my family and specially iss mein tanya ki koi galti toh hein hi nahi. So let it be. If she is going to find this all by herself its fine.if such a day comes, i will stand by tanya. Not with my brother."
She nodded.
"I am ashamed sona. How can people take loyality and honesty as a joke? I mean come on yaar.... pyaar karke shaadi karte hein aur uske baad....cheating... gheen aata hein in logo par mein.... i am ashamed to call them as mine even sona....i am sorry...i am sorry for what rohan did to pari..."
Sonakshi grabbed him to her bosom,cupping his face and caressing his hair.he sent his hands around her waist and let his tears flow on her.
"Rohit. Tum kyun sorry bolte hoon? Tume isske baaremein saraasa bhi andaaza nahi tha. Tumare koi galti nahi hein rohit.please don't say so.don't. Look at me. Look here rohit. Tum naa mere liye iss duniya mein sabse kaas aur sabse achcha insaan hoon. Yeh jo kuch bhi horahein na, ussme ham dono sat honge bas. Lekin tumare koi galti nahi hein. Eisa kabhi apne aapko dosh mat dena."
She said calming him down.
"I love you so much sona.I love you so damn much. I really must have done something good in the pichle janam ki mere zingdagi mein tum aayi hein....seriously...i don't know ki how have i got you!!! Tum eise kesein hoon sona? Eise kesein? Itna achchi kesein hoon tum?"
He let out a silent sob against her warmth as she kissed him on head and rubbed her hands on his back trying to calm him down. They were once again in a very close proximity and and they were finding the solace in each other's arms like this.
As few moments of silence passed, rohit looked up at her. She was aware of their closeness and in his eyes she saw so many emotions stirring. He felt her wiping his tears off and he moved up to her and kissed her on each eye before he kissed off those tears down her cheeks slowly. He felt her breath hitching when his lips brushed against her skin and then their lips were about to meet. They wanted to find their peace right now in what they had with each other.
"F**k the sharth sona...i loose."
He said grabbing her down to the floor with him kissing her fully on her lips. He sucked her lower lip to end up tasting that strawberry flavoured lip balm of her and she lost the battle of control to him in return. She started kissing him back with same intenseness. He was making her feel dizzy with his gentle but torturous assault at the same time.
She cuddled more to his bare chest and when he dig himself to the crook of her neck, she felt her nails digging into his back. Rohit was in a different uncontrollable mood right now, he claimed her everywhere as he moved against her skin and took off all her clothes haphazardly underneath him.
They were almost about to loose themselves but rohit stopped in the middle.
"I want to make love to you with you wearing only and only one thing." He whispered.
"Wh...at rohit..." she mumbled.
"Look at me sona...." he asked making her open her eyes.
There infront of her,he was holding that one thing she once saw five years back. The ring he was about to put on her on that fateful night. She was overwhelmed with the gush of emotions.
"Will you marry me sona? Will you let me marry you and our bachchas all together? Be mine will you? Just mine."
She nodded among tears and forwarded her left hand which he took and slipped it into her ring finger and kissed her atop that.
"I am already yours rohit.hamesha keliye. Srif aur sirf tumahara hoon." She whispered to him.
He dropped down to her again with a smile to his heart's content And there their promises were made. And the love was made.