Tadhana (On-Going)

Chapter 15

Kyla's POV
Kaya naman sumunod na ako at nag swimming na nga kami, pero hindi ko parin maialis sa isip ko yung mga bagay bagay na nangyare, naaawa ako kay angel, dahil hindi nya alam na ikakapahamak nya yung ginagawa nya. She's too impulsive, yes nakakainis Pero syempre I'm sure there must be a big reason why did she do that. Come to think of it, ikaw na tao nasa matinong pag iisip ka until one day na realize mo na may kulang pa sayo, na may mali, then you found someone na ipapakita sayo lahat ng iniisip mong mali ay tama pala, then suddenly yung tao na yun malalaman mo may nagugustuhan na palang iba. But for me there's nothing wrong to think of that, your mistake is ,you're thinking of someone that is not consistent, kasi yung feelings ng tao nag babago yan, yung looks. Maybe for those who will read this might get a bit awkward but sometimes there is only one who can give you satisfaction, which is God right? That's what I'm always thinking, even tho i did a lot of sins still he was still there for me, anytime at any moment. I think angel has a big problem with her past or something that might change her. Kasi kahit saang anggulo ko tignan hindi ka gagawa ng ganong bagay kung wala kang pinagdaanan, kung wala kang malalim na dahilan. Unless baliw ka. I am not jokin——

"Hey why are you so quiet?" Sabi ni kuy kevin, at tumabi naman sakin.

"...." pero hindi ako nag salita at nag buntong hininga lang ako. Well i think ganito na talaga ako. Kapag may iniisip ako hindi ako kusang nag she-share ng thoughts ko kasi ayokong may madamay pang iba sa mga bagay bagay na iniisip ko, tsaka dipende naman din sa kausap ko.

"I hope you won't mind sharing it to me sis." HAHAHA Kuya kevin is just funny, when she's calling me sis, I'm very thankful that i have him, despite of having a hardworking and busy parents. Well at least.

"I'm just thinking about angel." Tipid na sagot ko lang at tumingin na ulit sa mga kasama naming nag aasaran.

"What about her? Is she bothering you again?" Bakas ang pagaalalang tanong nya.

"No." Sabi ko at nilingon ko sya at ngumiti lang sakanya.

"Then why are you thinking about her?" Sabi ni kuya na nag tataka pa.

"Iniisip ko lang na baka meron syang matinding dahilan or struggles na pinag daanan kaya nya nagawa yon." Sabi ko at mukha namang napaisip din sya, bakas sa mukha nya na nag iisip sya habang napapakunot pa ng noo.

"Don't worry about me kuya, kaya ko ang sarili ko at okay lang ako. You know me." I said. At nag pakawala ako ng matamis na ngiti para ma assure ko sya.

"It's not easy not to worry about you, you're my lil sister K, and i care about you." He said looking at my eyes. I sigh.

"Alright, just please don't mind me now okay? I'm fine now. Come on let's drink." I said at nauna nakong umahon sakanila, at nag lakad mag isa papunta sa villa namin. Pag dating ko dun ay binuksan ko yung vodka na dala namin at nag hiwa ng lemons, nag ready nadin ako ng salt. At nag lagay nako sa shot Glass ko at uminom, well I learned how to drink because my parents aren't around, pero dati naman na yon, ngayon alam na nila, so may permission nako pag nainom ako, isa pang drink at naabutan naman ako ni Gab, he looked at me and asked me

"You're drinking already? Do you have a problem?" He said and nag buhos nadin sya ng vodka sa shot glass nya and kumuha ng lemon.

"Nah, I just want to think and enjoy myself, you know, for sure after this break mas marami tayong gagawin dahil SHS na tayo sa pasukan." Sabi ko at nag buhos ulit ng vodka sa shot glass ko,

"Hmm yeah, pero K andto lang ako anytime, if may problem ka, or may gusto kang ishare andto lang ako, I'm a good listener" he said and smiled at me. Nginitian ko nalang din sya at umupo na ako sa may table namin at tumabi lang sya sakin, ang tagal namn nung iba.