Max Beer

Part 16

"Why do you hate me? What the hell did I do?"

Amelie and the rest of the group look at me shocked, "It's like you're mad at me for hanging out with Avani, like what's the reason you hate me, I just don't understand. I didn't do anything wrong, why? Just why are you upset with me?" I look Amelie dead in the eyes, Amelie just storms off and walks into the guest room. I roll my eyes and walk to my room. Jesus, What did I do to deserve such hate from a "friend"....... 'oh please, you're faker than press on nails,' I pace back and forth thinking for a possibility to why Amelie may not like me. But not one idea crosses my mind, Jesus. 'You dumbass, it's because of Anthony,' that did make sense since Amelie is very overprotective of Avani. I sigh and decide it's time for me to let go. "Anthony? Can I talk to you?" I look out the door and motion for him to come in, once he does I close the door and lock it. I sigh and rub my temples, "Ok, where should I start?" I sit down next to Anthony and give him a tight hug. "Don't get me wrong, Anthony Reeves I love you, so much that I can't even explain it, but maybe we aren't made for each other." Anthony's head drops, I make him look at me. I peck his cheek and keep talking, "I'm not 100% sure, but maybe Amelie hates me because she knows how much Avani loved you..." he looks up to me and says, "Well why do you care? She's just jealous......c'mon don't let her ruin your life," his words do make sense, maybe I should just ignore Amelie, it'll soon be over right? 'Well why do you care?' I wish I knew....... I wish this whole thing was over it's so complicated.......just end it all please.......I need freedom from this........I need reasons. Maybe, just maybe........I could've been there for Haysley, maybe I could've been there for Lily.....maybe I could've kept my social media private from the world. Maybe I could've locked myself from the world.........it's like anything in my life will soon turn into drama. Maybe I could just shut everything and everyone out to keep drama from expanding, "It's because everything in my life piles up creating more and more drama......I hate it. Being a "Celebrity" Is so annoying. Everything you do reflects on your future. It's like everything you do will soon become a crime. It's just a living hell. You can't do anything that makes you happy because you need to keep a perfect image, think of it like the Barbie company, the company makes everything to please kids, if the company makes One mistake, they're done forever. Yeah well that's my life, I slowly break down remembering all these do's and don't, Anthony, that's why I care..." it stays silent in the room for a good 10 minutes until Anthony breaks the silence, "Wow, but that doesn't mean you should just throw your life away we can work things out," Anthony says with a sweet smile. I nod and give him a tight hug, "Thanks for understanding. I swear I love you so much." 'Ignore Amelie, Anthony makes you happy so live your life however you want,' the voice inside me finally gave me a positive piece of advice causing me to smile. "I really do need to stop caring a lot," I said with a frown. Anthony smiles at me before replying with, "Just come to terms with Amelie," I think for a second before agreeing. I almost knock on Amelie's door but someone opens it. "Ugh, what do you want?" Amelie says in the coldest tone I've ever heard. "Look, I know you hate me and all, but can we please talk this out?" I say while messing with my fingers. Amelie crosses her arms and looks at me, "Fine," she let's me in and I immediately try talking with her, "Why do you hate me? I just met you...." I rub my nape and wait for an answer. She stares at the ground blankly then back at me, "Isn't it obvious? Oh god, you are son self observed." She storms out and slams the door. I walk back to my room and lay back on my bed, I think for like 48 minutes.......'it's totally Anthony...' I felt relieved when I finally made up my mind. I pace back and forth trying to find a solution to this..........'Talk to her you fool....' "Where are you Amelie?" I whisper to myself while my fingers roam my hair. I close my eyes and rest.
'You need to find Amelie now! We're aren't trying to creat drama now! Wake up! Talk to her! You need her by your side as a friend! Hurry! Please wake up! We don't have time for this! COME ON MAX! PLEASE WAKE UP! THIS IS SERIOUS! WAKE UP! Wake up! Wake...........

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