Fangirl Diary

Strong

Okay so this isn't really an update, it's sorta just something I need to get off my chest.

As some of you may know by looking at my profile, I have depression and suicidal thoughts, ect.

WELL

They have been getting worse lately. And it's kinda hard for me to be funny when I'm like this because I have no feelings at all right now.

Like my sister got in a fight with her boyfriend and she was crying and upset and i should've talked her but I didnt. I was like 'I feel like I should care right now. But I don't.'

So

My point is, I probably won't update for a few days, maybe a week at least. Sorry.

I really need this time to think about things and get things figured out. Plus I kinda need to bring my personality back.

I mean it's pretty hard to care about anything when you have zero emotion.

AND

If any of you are dealing with depression, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, panic attacks, anger issues, nightmares. Anything. You can talk to me. I may not reply right away but I promise, as soon as I get it, I will talk to you and help you through this. Because you mean the world to me, all of you! Even if you're just having problems with friends or family, you can tell me about it and I'll try I help as best I can.

Stay strong my lovelies :)

I'll hopefully be back soon!

~Lynsey