✔ TINY , [joshler]

TINY ~ 48

Didn't I by Jaira Burns

⚠Mention drug use, rape, cheating ⚠

Party animal part 3

POV Joshua

My heart hurts, my hands are shaking, my eyes are hurting from keeping in the tears, my throat hurts from keeping in my sobs. I can't believe I did this, I can't believe I'm so stupid.

"Where were you Josh!" Tyler yells at me. We're currently on Halsey's front lawn, everyone is still inside partying.

"I was with Brendon and Zack." I lie.

"No you fucking weren't! I asked them where you went and they said they didn't know! Don't lie to me!" I'm so stupid, of course he'd ask them where I was.

"I was with someone." I whisper.

"Who were you with?" He whispsers back.

"A boy." I mumble. I look at him, his eyes red from crying, his hands shaking, his lip stuck between his teeth.

"Were you cheating on me?" He asks. I stay silent, finally letting the tears fall.

"I fucking hate you." I whispers.

"Tyler.." I try to reach out to him, trying to grab his hand to comfort him. He slaps my hand away.

"No Josh! While you were cheating on me! This dude tried to rape me! He assaulted me! Meanwhile, you were having a great time with another fucking boy!" He yells at me, more tears falling down his cheeks.

"What else did you do? Did you take the cocaine that Brendon mentioned?" He asks, obviously thinking I'd say no, but I nodded.

"I can't fucking believe you." He growls at me, Tyler growled at me.

"I'm going home, don't fucking text me, don't call me, don't look at my Tumblr, don't think of me." He says as he walks back to the house to get Zack.

"I didn't see Patrick or Pete." I hear Zack say.

"Pete told me that Patrick got sick, so he decided to stay home with him." Brendon replies.

"We're going home." Tyler says to Zack.

"Brendon, you're taking Josh home." Tyler says before turning around to leave.